The Trial of a Christian's Growth - continued.
THE TRIAL OF A CHRISTIAN'S
GROWTH.
[PART I. CHAPTER II]
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What it is to bring forth more fruit explicated negatively
by removing many mistakes.
LET us now see what it is wherein Christians
may be said to grow, that so you may be able to discern what it is to bring
forth more fruit.
And this I will explicate two ways
I. First,
negatively; what it is not to bring forth more fruit really, though in
appearance and in show it be a growth in fruit which occasions many mistakes.
II. Secondly, positively; what it is truly to bring forth more fruit.
I. For the first : - 1. First, to grow is not only or chiefly to grow in gifts
or abilities, as to preach and pray, &c., but to increase in graces: in
gifts only, so reprobates may grow; yea, and so true believers may grow, and
yet not bring forth more fruit. The Corinthians grew fast this way in respect
of gifts; they were 'enriched in all utterance and knowledge, and came behind
in no gift,' 1 Cor. i. 7, and yet he tells them that they were 'babes and
carnal,' chap. iii. 2, 3. And therefore in the 12th chapter, after he had
spoken of gifts, and endeavouring to excel therein, as they did, he tells them
that indeed they were things to be desired, and therefore exhorts them to
'covet the best gifts;' but yet, says he, 'I shew unto you a more excellent
way,' in the last verse of that 12th chapter. And what was that? It follows in
the 13th chapter, even true grace, charity, love to God, and love of our
brethren. A dram of that is, says he, worth a pound of the best fruit of gifts.
And so his discourse, chap. xiii., doth begin, ver. 1, 'Though I speak with
tongues of men and angels, yet if I have not charity,' &e. Gifts are given
for the good of others, to edify them especially, 1 Cor. xii. 7 ; but graces,
as love, faith, and humility, these are given to save a man's own soul, and
therefore therein is the true growth. Yet as concerning this I will propound a
caution or two
Caution 1. - Indeed, growth in gifts, together with
growth in sanctification running along with it, will increase our account; for
God will crown his own gifts in us, if, as they come from Christ, so they be
used in him, and for him, in our intentions; but otherwise they puff up and
hinder. They serve indeed to set out and garnish the fruit, and to help forward
the exercise of graces; they are good fruit-dishes to set the fruit forth. But
if grace grow not with them, we bring not forth much fruit, for at best they
are but blossoms, not fruit.
Caution 2. - Again, men are indeed to
endeavour to grow in these gifts of memory, and instructing others, and
conferences, &e. As was said to Timothy, 'Let thy profiting appear to all,'
1 Tim. iv. 15; and to the Corinthians, 'Covet the best gifts,' especially
whilst you are young; yet we are not simply thereby to take an estimate of our
growth.
Caution 3. -Though this let me withal add, that often by
increasing in grace a man increaseth in gifts, and for want of increasing in
grace, gifts also do decay. The talents being used faithfully, were doubled,
and unfaithfully, were lessened. And this consideration may help to answer some
doubts and objections which some Christians have about their growth; as,
because they cannot pray so well as others, nor do so much service to the
saints as some do, therefore they bring forth less fruit. Thou mayest bring
more fruit for all that, if thou walkest humbly in thy calling, and prayest
more fervently, though less notionally or eloquently. By how much the more we
are humble, prize ourselves less by them, and use them in Christ and for
Christ, seeing they come all from him; the more we are contented to want them,
and not envy others that have them; so much the more fruit we bring forth, even
in the want of such gifts.
Again, decay in gifts, as in old age, doth not
always hinder men from bringing forth more fruit. As, although they cannot
remember a sermon so well as they had wont, nor preach with that vigour, and
vivacity, and quickness when they are old, nor be so active, stirring, forward,
it follows not that they bring not forth more fruit. David when he was old
could not govern the kingdom, nor do the church that service he had done
formerly, yet true fruit he might grow in, in regard of his personal carriage
towards God for his own salvation. A musician when he is young is able to sing
sweetlier than when he is old; or when his vigour decays, his joints grow lame,
he cannot play as he had wont; yet still he may grow a better musician, and
have more skill, and set better. Affections, the quickness of them depends much
upon bodily spirits.
2. Our bringing forth more fruit, it is not to be
measured simply by our success towards others in the exercise of those gifts,
though that be called fruit also; so, Jer. xvii. 10, they are called 'the fruit
of our doings.' There are our doings, and the fruits of onr doings, - that is,
the success which our examples, or gifts, or graces, have upon others, - and so
the conversion of tbe souls of men by the apostles is called by Christ 'their
fruit,' John xv. 16; yet simply by this we are not to reckon our growth, for in
success and exercise of gifts a man may decrease when he grows older, and so
see less fruit of his labours than formerly, or haply he may be laid aside. So
says the Baptist of himself, 'I must decrease,' John iii. 30. John, when Christ
came to preach, had less comings in. And in this respect, old Christians and
ancient ministers may decrease, and young ones increase, and yet they decay not
in grace; for there are God's works in us, and God's works with us. Now, God's
work with us in doing good to others may be less when yet his works in us may
be more; for as there are 'diversities of gifts,' so of 'operations,' 1 Cor.
xii. 4, 6. The Holy Ghost may use one of less grace to do more good than one of
more: though herein this caution is to be added, that he delights usually to
honour those of most sincerity with most success; as in that eminent apostle,
Paul, 'the grace of God was more in him,' and so wrought more with him in doing
much good to others, 1 Cor. xv. 10; and God also will reward 'according to the
fruit of our doings,' as Jer. xvii. 10, when our desires are enlarged to do
much good, and we intended and aimed to do that good which is done; there it is
added there, in that Jer. xvii., 'whose heart thou knowest.' When he sees the
heart clearly enlarged to do much good, then the fruit that is done is reckoned
him as his; otherwise, whatever it be he doth by us, he will reward but
according to our works, as concurrent with his. So, 1 Cor. iii. 8, the Apostle
upon this occasion intimates that seeing it is 'God that gives the increase,'
he says that 'God will reward men according to their own labours;' not simply
according to his works by them. As if God doth hot go forth with a minister
whose heart is much set to do good and to convert souls, to do so in itch good
by him as with another, who is in his own spirit less zealous; yet if bra heart
was large in desires, and his endeavours great to do good, God will reckon more
fruit to him than to another that had fewer endcavours, though more success
3. This growth in grace, and bringing forth more fruit, is not simply to be
reckoned by the largeness or smallness of those opportunities which men have of
doing more or less good, and so, by the bringing forth of more fruit, in
respect of more opportunities vouchsafed. Some that have more grace, and better
gifts, have their shop-windows shut, night overtakes them, and the power of
darkness, as it did Christ himself in the end, and then 'they cannot work.'
Others have lesser shops to work in, and yet have more grace; yea, the same man
may have larger opportunities when young and lesser when he is old, and yet
grows and brings forth before God more fruit, because he accepts the will for
the deed. So the Baptist was hindered in his latter time in prison, when yet he
brought forth more fruit; and therefore he envied not Christ that got all his
custom, his hearers, and disciples, but rejoiced that the work went forward,
though not by himself. Here was as much grace expressed as in many sermons. So
Paul, he was much of his time in prison, yet then he ceased not to bring forth
more fruit that should tend to his salvation; for, Phil. i. 15, 16, whenas he
being in prison, he heard others preached, and that out of envy to him, others
out of good-will, I in prison rejoiced, says he, 'that Christ is preached,'
though I cannot do it myself; and I know, says he, 'that this shall turn to my
salvation,' ver. 19. These fruits were as much, and would bring him in as much
glory as his preaching. Indeed, when a man shall prize opportunities of doing
good, and for them voluntarily let go all opportunities of advancing himself
and his credit, or ease, or carnal advantages, then the more fruit he brings
forth in those opportunities, the more is reckoned on his score.
4. It is
not always to be measured by accessory graces, as joy and spiritual ravishment,
&c., which tend to the comfort of a Christian; but it is to be estimated
rather by those substantial graces, as faith, humility, love, strong and solid
affections to what is good. The other may decrease when these that are more
substantial do increase. These sweet blooms may fall off when fruit comes on;
though the gloss wear out, no matte; so the stuff be strong and substantial.
Young Christians grow like new instruments; they have more varnish than old,
but not so sweet a sound. Yea, often the decreasing of those superadded graces
are a means of the increase of the other. Want of feeling causeth more exercise
of faith, as taking away bladders exercises a man to swim. One that hath
bladders, and the stream with him, seems to swim as well and as fast as one
that hath learned long, and hath more skill and strength, but wanteth these,
and swims against the stream, yet not so fast. Spiritual withdrawings cause
more humility, more cleaving to God. A man, as the leper cleansed, haply at the
first leaps more, but goes as fast afterward.
5. It is not increasing in
outward professing, and a seeming forward, but especially in inward and
substantial godliness; the other is but as increasing in leaves; but in growth
there must be a bringing forth more fruit. When the root strikes not deeper
downward and further into the earth, but spreading much upward in the branches,
this is not a true growth; though look when there is more rooting, there will
be more spreading also above ground. Growth, it lies not in this, 'that men
should think of me above what I am indeed,' 2 Cor. xii. 6. Many at first grow
into so great a profession as they cannot fill up and grow up to all their
days: make bigger clothes than they can grow to fill; as they say of elephants,
that the skin is as big at first as ever after, and all their lifetime their
flesh grows but up to fill their akin True growth begins at the vitals; the
heart, the liver, the blood gets soundness and vigour, and so the whole man
outwardly; this heart-godliness is the thing you must judge by.
6. And yet,
even in inward affections many be deceived; even there the party for Christ in
appearance may be greater than in truth. So, often in a young Christian, there
is a greater army of affections mustered, hut most of them but mercenaries: his
affections are then larger, his joys greater, his sorrows violenter than
afterwards. More of his heart joins in duties at first; but afterwards, though
less, yet more spiritually and truly. The objects being then new, draw all
after them: not only spirit, or that new principle of grace is stirred then,
but flesh also. The unregenerate part becomes a temporary believer for a time,
hath a work upon it per redundantiam, as an unregenerate man hathwho is a
temporary; which work on the unregenerate part doth decay, as in temporaries it
doth, and grows less. Not only godly sorrow is stirred to mourn for sin, but
carnal sorrow, being awakened by God's wrath, joins also, and so makes the
stream bigger. Infidelity itself, like Simon Magus, for a while believes.
Whilst the things of grace ar a wonder to a man, as at first they are,
presumption joins and ekes out faith. A great party in the heart 'cleaves by
flattery,' as the phrase is in Daniel, and for by-ends, which, after some
progress, fall off and faint in the way; and those lusts that, over and above
their true mortification, were further cast into a swoon, begin again to
revive.
All this was resembled to us by the coming of the children of
Israel out of Egypt, when, by those plagues in Egypt, and Moses's call, not
only the Israelites, but even many of the Egyptians were wrought upon, and
began out of self-love to fear the Lord, Exod. ix. 20, and so 'a mixed
multitude,' it is said, went out with the Israelites, Exod. xii. 38, to
sacrifice to the Lord; but ere long, as Num. xi. 4, this mixed multitude began
to murmur, and to fall off. So, at a man's first setting out at his first
conversion, mixed carnal affections, the unregenerate part, through the newness
of the objects, and impression of God's wrath, and heavenly ravishments, are
wrought upon, and go out with the new Israel to sacrifice, but after a while
these fall away, and then the number is less; but the true Israelites may be
increased. Hence it is that young Christians, if they know their hearts,
complain more of hypocrisy, and old Christians of deadness. So, in times of
peace, presumption ekes out faith, and makes it seem a great deal, which in
times of desertion and trial falls off; and then, though the believing party be
less, yet more sincere. When the fire is first kindled, there is more smoke,
even as much as fills the house; but after the flame comes, that contracts all
into a narrow compass, and hath more heat in it. So it is in young Christians,
their affections, which Christ compares-to the smoking flax, their joy in
duties, their sorrow for sin, their love of God, is more, but exceeding carnal;
the flame after, though less, grows purer, and less mixed with vapours of
corrupt self-love.
7. We must ot measure our bringing forth more fruit by
some one kind or sort of duties, but by our growth in godliness, in the
universal extent and latitude of it, as it takes in and comprehendeth the
duties of both callings, general and particular, and all the duties of a
Christian. Thus it may be when grown up we are less in some sort of duties than
we were, when we were young Christians. Haply we were more then in praying, in
fasting, and reading and meditating; yea, spent the most, if not the whole, of
our time in these. But because now we spend less time in these, we must not say
therefore that we are fallen or decayed; for there are many other duties to be
done besides these, which haply then we neglected, but now make conscience of.
So that take all sorts of duties in the latitude of them, and we may be grown
more, and do bring forth more fruit. Perhaps we bring forth less fruit of some
one kind than afore, but if we be filled with all variety of fruits of the
first and second table of our general and 'particular callings, this is to
bring forth more fruit. Men at their first conversion are necessitated often
for to spend their whole time in such duties wherein they immediately draw nigh
to God. Paul then spent three whole days in fasting and prayer. And then we
allow them to do it, because their estates require it; they want assurance ,and
establishment, they see grace to be that one thing necessary, and therefore we
give them leave to neglect all things for it; they are new married to Christ,
and therefore they are not to be pressed to war the first year, (as I may so
allude,) as for young married persons it was provided in Leviticus; and parents
and masters are to give allowance to such, then in their travail of their new
birth, to lie in, and not to be cruel to them, in denying them more time than
ordinary. So also when they are in desertion, - which is a time of sickness,
and in sickness you allow your servants time from their work, - as the church
when she wanted her beloved, Cant. iii. 2, no wonder if she leaves all to seek
him. As yourselves, when you want a child or a servant, you cry him in every
street, and leave all to find him, as he left ninety-nine to find one lost
sheep. And they then come new out of prison, out of their natural estate, and
out of the fresh apprehension of the wrath of God, and therefore no wonder if
they run so fast to haste out of it, and salute none by the way, stay to do no
business; but when once they are gotten to the city of refuge, then they fall
about their business and callings again. Hence young Christians are apt to be
more negligent in their particular callings, and are all for the duties of
religion, for their present distress and estate tequires it. Ancienter
Christians are apt to abound more in the dnties of their particular calling.
But he that hath learned to be conversant in both aright, to be conversant in
his calling, so as to keep his heart up in communion with God, and so attend
upon God without distraction, and to be conversant so in duties as to go about
his calling cheerfully, and to 'do with all his might what his hand therein
finds to do,' he is the best Christian. And therefore, 1 These. iv. 10, when he
had exhorted them to increase more and more in grace, he goes on, ver. 11, to
exhot them also 'to do their own business, and to work, with their hands,' that
they may 'walk honestly towards them without ;'for to neglect' our callings
gives offence to them without, and therefore masters stumble at young
Christians. But both, you see by the Apostle's exhortation in that epistle, may
stand together, increasing in holiness, of which he had spoken before, chap.
iii. 12, and chap. iv. 1, 10, with diligence in a calling, of which he speaks,
ver. 11, &c. To be conversant all day in holy duties is indeed more sweet
to a man's self, and is a heaven upon earth; but to be conversant in our
callings is more profitable to others; and so may glorify God more. And
therefore, as when Paul would gladly have been with Christ, - for 'that is best
for me,' says he, - yet, says he, to abide here is more profitable for you,'
Phil. i. 24. So, to enjoy immediate communion with God in prayer, and to
meditate all the week long, is more for the comfort of a man's particular; but
to be employed in the business of a man's calling; the more profitable for the
church, or commonwealth, or family. And therefore it is to be accounted a
bringing forth of more fruit, when both are joined and wisely subordinated, so
as the one is not a hindrance to the other. Though the child, out of love to
his mother, and the sweetness he hath in her company, could find it in his
heart to stay all day at home to look on her, let it pleaseth her more for him
to go to school all day, and at night to come home and be with her, and play
with her; and she then kisseth him; and makes much of him. Children when they
are young, they eat often, and do little, and we allow them to do so;
afterwards you set them to work, and to school, and reduce them to two good
meals, and they thrive as well with it
CHAPTER IV.
What it is to bring forth more fruit explicated positively;
wherein many direct trials of growth are given.
II. THUS I have shewn
you negatively what this growth is not to be measured by, and so by way of
intimation wherein it consists; I will, secondly, do it more positively, and
directly, and affirmatively.
1. We grow when we are led on to exercise new
graces, and so to 'add one grace to another,' as the apostle Peter exhorts; as
when in our knowledge we are led into new truths, and have answerable
affections running along with those discoveries towards the things revealed. At
first a Christian doth not exercise all graces, though all are radically in
him. But as a man lives first the life of a plant, then of sense, then of
reason, so is it in graces. There are many forms Christians go through, as
scholars at school do, wherein their thoughts are in a more especial manner
taken up about divine objects of a higher or inferior nature. The first form is
to teach them to know their sinfulness of heart and life more; and so they go
to school to the law, and are set to study it, even oftentimes a good while
after conversion and faith begun. And then, after they have learned that lesson
throughly, they are led up higher to have their faith drawn out, and to be
exercised about free grace more, and towards Christ's person, union with him,
and about the art and way of drawing virtue from him, and doing all in him. And
herein it falls out with particular Christians as with the church in general;
that as although the, most infant days of the church, from Adam's time in the
old world, had the knowledge of all fundamentals necessary to salvation, yet
God went over piecemeal, Heb. i. 1, age after age, to instruct his church in a
larger knowledge of those fundamentals: so is it in God's dealing with
particular Christians. Though a believer in his conversion hath the substance
of all these taught him, yet he goes over them by piecemeal again throughout
his whole life; and hath often such a distinct apprehension renewed of them, as
if he had not known or minded them before. And sometimes his thoughts do dwell
more about the emptiness of his own righteousness, sometimes about that fulness
is in Christ, sometimes more about the spiritual strictness he ought to walk
in. And because some are apt to give up the old work when they have new, hence
that which is indeed but growth in grace in them many account to be but their
first conversion; though every such eminent addition be to be accounted as a
conversion, as Christ speaks to his disciples, 'Except ye be converted;' yet
they were converted before. Now, the purpose I speak this for is a help to
discern our growth; for when God thus is leading us with further light and
affection to a larger apprehension of spiritual things, or to the trying new
graces, so long we grow. Therefore, Cant vii. 13, the church is said to 'lay up
for her beloved fruits new and old;' and, Rom. v., from patience a man is led
to experience, and from experience to hope. As wicked men are led on from one
sin to another, and so grow worse and worse; so godly men from one grace to
another: and when it is so with us, then we increase.
2. When a man finds
new degrees of the same grace added, and the fruits of them grow bigger and
more plentiful: as when a man's love grows 'more fervent' as 1 Pet. iv. 8; when
faith, from merely casting itself on Christ, comes to find sweetness in Christ,
which is to 'eat his flesh and drink his blood;' and then from that grows
further up to an 'assurance of faith,' which is an addition to it; when
anything that 'was lacking in faith,' as the apostle speaks, 1 Thess. iii. 10,
is added. So when a man grows up to more strength of faith in temptations, and
is less moved and shaken in them, more rooted in faith, as the apostle speaks.
Thus in godly sorrow, when from mourning for sin as contrary to God's holiness,
we go on to mourn for it as contrary to him who roves us, which follows upon
assurance, as they 'mourned over him which once they had pierced; not only that
we mourn that we should offend a God hath so much mercy in him, but out of a
sense of it to us, which many cannot find. So when our motives to hate sin grow
more raised, more spiritual, these are additions of the same degree. So in
prayer, when we find our prayers to grow more spiritual, as in that part of
prayer, confession, when more spiritual corruptions are put into our
confessions; and so, in like manner, stronger grounds of faith put into
deprecation, and petitions for pardon; more enlargedness to thankfulness; more
zeal to pray for the churches; when we go on to 'pray with all prayer
more, as the Apostle speaks, Eph. vi. 18. Or in obedience, when we
'abound more and more in the work of the Lord,' as, Rev. ii. 19, it is said of
that church, that 'their last works were more than the first;' so as the boughs
are laden, and we are 'filled with the fruits of righteousness,' Phil. i. 11.
3. When the fruits and duties we perform grow more ripe, more spiritual, though
less juicy, that is, less affectionate; and though they grow not in bigness nor
in number, - that is, we pray not more nor longer, - yet they grow more
savoury, more spiritual, more compact and solid. It is not simply the multitude
of performances argues growth; when one is sick, and his body is decayed, he
may be less in duties; but it is the spiritualness, the holiness of them. One
short prayer put up in faith, with a broken heart, is in God's eye more fruit
than a long one, or a whole day spent in fasting; even in the same sense that
the 'widow's mite' is said to be more than they all cast in, Luke 21
3.
Young Christians perform more duties at first, and oftener, than after; as
young stomachs eat more and oftener. As in noting sermons, so in performing
duties, some will note more words but not more matter, because with less
understanding. Young Christians perform more duties, and withal spoil more
duties; young carpenters make many chips. But the more spiritual your
performances grow, the more fruit there is to be esteemed that there is in
them. It is not the bigness of the fruit, or juiciness of them, for then crabs
were better than apple; but the relish it is that gives the commendation. And
it is the end you have therein that puts this relish into them: when your arms
are raised more to aim at God, and to sanctify him more, and to debase
yourselves in a sense of your own vileness, and emptiness; and inability; and
when your obedience proceeds more out of thankfulness, and less out of the
constraint of conscience. As the greatest growth of wicked men is in spiritual
wickednes; - in which the Pharisees grew, and sinners against the Holy Ghost do
grow, when yet it may be they leave more gross evil; - so the greatest growth
of grace is in spiritual holines; in sanctifying God much in the heart, and
'worshipping him in spirit and truth.'
4. When a man grows more rooted
into Christ, that is the true growth, and that which makes the fruit to be more
in God's sight and esteem; therefore, Eph. iv. 1 , we are said 'to grow up in
him,' - that is, to live the life we lead more out of ourselves and in Christ.
As when, for the acceptation of our persons, we are emptied of our own
righteousness; so for strength to perform duties, we are emptied of our
abilities, seeing 'without him we can do nothing.' So when for acceptation of
our performances when we have done them, our hearts have learned habitually to
say more and more with the apostle, 'Not I, but Christ in me;' when we interest
Christ more and more in all we do, as the efficient and also the final cause.
And therefore I observe, when growth of grace is mentioned, it is still
expressed by 'growing in the knowledge of Christ;' so, 2 Pet, iii. 18, 'Grow,
in grace and in the knowledge of Christ;' as if to grow in grace without him
were nothing, as indeed it is not so in the Ephesians we are said both to grow
up in him and for him. Philosophers did grow in moral virtues, but not in
Christ; so do civil men and others. Temporaries do duties from him, but yet as
in themselves; as the ivy that hath sap from the oak, but concocts it in its
own root, and so brings forth as from itself. To do one duty, sanctifying
Christ and free grace in the heart, is more than a thousand. Young Christians,
it may be, do more works, but not as works of grace: and the more men think by
duties to get Christ and God's favour, the more in duties they trust, and so
they become as works of the law; but the more dead a man grows to the law, and
to live to Christ and Christ in him, and the more free grace is acknowledged in
all, trusted in above all, the more evangelical our works are, and the more to
God, (for that is the end,of the gospel, to honour Christ and free grace,) the
more we grow. 'We are of the circumcision,' says the Apostle, 'who rejoice in
the Lord Jesus, worship God in the spirit, and have no confidence in the
flesh,' Phil. iii. 3. As these are the surest signs of true grace, so of tne
growth.
5. The more we learn to bring forth fruits in season, the more
fruit we may be said to bring forth. For the seasonable performance of them
makes them more. All the fruits in their season, how acceptable are they which
out of season they are not. In the 1st Psalm a righteous man is said to 'bring
forth his fruits in due season;' and in theProverbs, 'Words in season are as
apples' of gold and pictures of silver.' In Ezek. xlvii. 12, they are said to
'bring forth pleasant fruits in their months.' As in reproving he is not so
much to reprove, as to reprove in season; to have our 'senses exercised' to
know fit seasons, and to 'consider one another to provoke to love,' as it is
Heb. x. 24. Young Christians do more, but more out of season, and the devil
abuseth them, putting them upon duties, when they would be at their
refreshings, at their callings; he deceiving them with this, that holy duties
in themselves, as alone simply compared, are better than to do anything else;
whenas the season adds the goodness to our actions. Thus to recreate thyself at
some seasons is better than to be a-praying. . A 'righteous man orders his
conversation aright,' Ps 1 23, and order gives a rectitude, a goodness to
things.
6. When we grow more constant in performances, and more even in a
godly course, and settled in spiritual affections without intermission, it is a
sign we grow. It argues that 'our inward man is more renewed day by day,' when
we can walk closely with God a long while together. A righteous man is compared
to the palm-tree, 'whose leaf never fades,' Ps. i. whereas other trees bring
forth by fits. And by fits to be much in dutie is not a sign of growth, but
weakness; it is out of inordinacy. And of such a frame are young Christians
hearts, like new lute-strings, which, when they are wound too high, are still
a-falling ever and anon; whereas strings settled long on an instrument will
stand long, awl not slip down.
7. A man may be said to grow and bring forth
more fruit, when, although the difficulties of doing duties become greater, and
his means less, yet he continues to do them, and this though it may be he doth
no more than he did before. For a tree to bring forth much fruit in cold
weather, or standing in the shade, is more than in summer, or when it stands in
the sun. 'I know thy work, thy labour, and thy patience,' Rev. ii. 19. When a,
man, though he does fewer works, yet with much labour, having it may be now a
body grown weak; or holds out in the profession of the ways of God, with more
scoffs, and hazarding more, in a place where 'Satan's throne is;' this makes a
little done for Christ a great deal. So when a man thrives with a little
trading, with small means of grace, and yet exceedeth those that have more; to
pray, and to continue to do so, though the stream is against us, and gales
cease; to pray, and to continue to pray, when we hear no answers, but the
contrary. It is noted of Daniel, that 'he did the king's business after he had
been sick,' chap. 'viii 27; and so he prayed, you know, when he ventured his
life for it. When we have less straw to make the same number of brick with,
less wages, less encouragements, and yet do as much work with cheerfulness.
8. When a man, though he doth less for the outward bulk, yet grows more
wise and faithful to lay out all his opportunities and abilities to the best
advantage; this is to bring forth more fruit. Thus Moses, who at first began to
hear himself all causes both small and great, but in the end he gave over the
lesser causes to others, and reserved the hearing of the greater to himself,
Exod. xviü. 13 - 26, yet still he continued to do more, and laid himself
out to the greater advantage. His former course would in the end have killed
him; 'Thou wilt wear away like a leaf,' saith Jethro to him. So the Apostle,
who strived to preach the gospel 'where Christ had not been known,' Rom. xv.
20. When a man forbears lesser things to lay out all for the church's
advantage; less ventures himself jn a smaller course, (unless particularly
called to it,) not out of fearfulness but faithfulness, and will lay all the
stock on it in a greater. Young Christians are as young fencers, they strike
hand over head, downright blows; whereas if they would consider their brother,
or a wicked man whom they wuild reprove, as skilful fencers do, ,and at an
advantage hit them a good blow, is it not much better! When a-man 'watcheth in
all things,' as he exhorts Timothy, 2 Tim. iv. 5, and 'serves the season,' as
some read it, Rom. xii. 11, - that is, waits for the best advantages of doing
good, both which may stand with fervency of spirit, and enduring afflictions,
for so the next words are in both those places. A man is no less liberal that
studies how to lay out his money to most charitable uses, though he gives less
to fewer particulars. We live in a wicked world, and godly men cannot do what
they would, as wicked men also cannot. When therefore a man looks about him and
studies - to improve himself to the utmost advantage for God in his place, to
lay out his credit, his parts, and all for God, as a faithful factor in the
best wares, though he deals in fewer particulars, he may notwithstanding bring
forth more fruit - And thus much for matter of trial about he first thing,
positive growth in fruitfulness.
PART II.
OF GROWTH IN MORTIFICATION; OR, GOD'S PURGING OUR CORRUPTION.
He purgeth it, that it may bring forth new fruit. John XV 2.
CHAPTER I.
The observation
out of the text propounded, That God goes on to purge corruption out of true
branches. - Bounds set to this discourse about it, according to the scope of
the text. - The reasons of the point.
I come now to the trial of our growth in that other part of
sanctification, - namely, the mortification of lusts, and purging out of
corruptions, - which the text also calls for; Christ here saying not only that
they bring forth more fruit, but that God 'purgeth them' that they may bring
forth more fruit. The observation from which words is clearly this, That God
chooseth true branches to grow, in a purging out of their corruptions, as in
true fruitfulness. In the handling of this point, I shall do these four things
I. First, Set the bounds and limits of this discourse about it, according
to , Christ's intendment, as here he speaks of it.
II. Secondly, Give some
reasons of the point.
III. Thirdly, Shew the ways which God useth to carry
on the progress in thiswork.
IV. Fourthly, Give some helps of trial about
it.
I. Now for the first, the explication and limiting this point unto
Christ's intendment here, that so I may only so far handle it as the scope of
the words will bear, I premise these three things about it
1. That purging
here intended, which is indeed all one with mortification, and emptying out sin
out of our hearts and lives, is to be restrained here to the progress of a
Christian in that work, and not as taking in with it that first work of
mortification wrought at a man's first conversion; so as I intend not now to
lay open to you the nature of mortification, and what it is, by way of
commonplace, but only intend to speak of growth in it: 'for of that Christ
speaks, because it is such a purging as is after bringing forth some fruit, and
whereof the end is to bring forth more fruit.. Neither -
2. Are we so much
to speak of it here as it is a duty to be done by us, though it be so, but as
it is a work of God upon us, which he takes care to go through with and perfect
in those who are fruitful; for he speaks here of it rather as an act of God's -
' he purgeth '- than as it is to be an act of our; that we ought to purge
ourselves though both do go together, as in that speech, Rom. viii. 13, 'We by
the Spirit do mortify the deeds of the flesh;' so as that which is proper to
the point in hand, for the explication of it, as here in this place it is laid
down, is not so much to give you motives or means of purging yourselves, as to
shew you the ways and courses God takes still one way or other to purge his
children by, that they- may be more fruitful,. And yet -
3: In this work of
mortification, considered thus in the progress of it, we are not mere passives,
- as at that final perfecting and finishing of it, and carrying away all sin at
death we are, and are at that first habitual beginning of it, at conversion, -
but therein we are 'workers together with' God:' we being purged from sin as
the body is by physic from humours; though the physic work, yet nature joins
with the physic, being quickened and helped by it to cast out the humours; for
give a dead man physic, and it carries not any humours away. So as those means
whereby God purgeth us are not to be imagined to do it as mere plysical agents,
like as the pruning-hook cuts off branches from a tree, or as when a surgeon
cuts out dead flesh; but these means do it by stirring up our graces, and
quickening them, and by setting our thought; and faith, aud affections a-work,
and so God assisting with the power of Christ's death, he doth purge us daily,
by making his word, afflictions, and the like, to set our thoughts a-work
against sin, and so to cast it forth. It is certain, that unless our thoughts
work upon the mean; as well as the means work upon us, and so do mingle
themselves with those means; that unless faith and Christ's death be mingled in
the heart, it purgeth not. And therefore it is said as well that 'we purge
ourselyes,' - so 2 Thu. ii. 21, and also 1 John jii. 3, and ibm. Viij., that
'we by the Spirit mortify the deeds of the fiesh,' - as it is said that 'God
purgeth us,' which is the thing affirmed here, because God still, in going on
to purge us; doth it by stirring up our graces, and useth therein acts of our
faith, and love, and many motives and consideration; to stir up our graces so
to effect it. Now--
II. For the reasons that move God thus to go on to
purge corruptions out of his children
1. Because Jesus Christ hath
purchased an eternal divorce between corruption and our hearts. He hath bought
off all our corruptions, and redeemed us from all iniquity. Titus ii. 14, 'He
gave himself for us, that he might redeem us from all iniquity, and purify unto
himself a peculiar people;' and God will have the price of Christ's blood out.
2. Because God desires more and more to have delight in us, and to draw
nigh to us; and therefore he more and more goes on to purge us. For though he
loves us at first, when full of corruption; yet he cannot so much delight in us
as he would, nor have that communion with us, no more 'than a husband can with
a wife who hath an unsavoury breath or a loathsome disease. They must therefore
be purified for his bed, as Esther was for Ahasuerus. 'Draw nigh to God,' says
James; 'and he will draw nigh to you,' chap. iv. 8, 9; but then you must
'cleanse your hands, and purify your hearts,' as it 'follows there; God else
hath no delight to draw nigh to you.
3. He daily purgeth his that they may
be fit for use and service; for unless he purged them, he could not use them in
honourable employment; such as to suffer or to stand for him, in what concerns
his glory; they would be unfit for such use; as a vessel is that is unscoured.
Therefore, 2 Tim. ii. 21,-' If a man purge himself from these,' he shall be a
vessel unto honour,' - that is; he shall be used in honourable employment; and
not laid aside, - and he shall be 'meet for his master's use,' as vessels kept
clean, when on the sudden the master hath occasion to use them, and have them
served in.
4. That as our persons, so that our services may be more and
more acceptable; that our prayers and such performances may savour less of
gifts, and pride, and self-love, and carnal desires: so, Mal. iii. 3, 4, it is
said, 'He shall sit as a purifier of silver; and he shall purify the sons of
Levi, as gold is purified, from their dross, that they may offer to the Lord an
offering in righteousness: and then shall their offerings be pleasant to the
Lord.' The more the heart and life is purged, the more acceptable your prayers
are, and your obedience, and all you do.
CHAPTER
II.
The ways God useth to purge out our corruptions; and
means wherely he causeth us to grow therein.
IlI Now, in the third
place, for the ways whereby God goes on to purge us, there are many and
diverse; he blesseth all sorts of means and dealings of his to accomplish it.
1. First, he useth occasional means to do it, and blesseth them; as
-
(1.) Even falling into sins. Thus it was with David when he fell; thereby
God set him anew upon this work, as by his prayer appears, Ps. li, 'Oh, purge
me, make me clean.'
(2.) Secondly, by casting them into afflictions. So,
Dan. xi. 35, 'They shall fall, to purge them and make them white.' What the
word doth not purge out, nor mercies, that afflictions must. These vines must
be cut till they bleed. Summer purgeth out the outward humours that lie in, the
skin by sweating, but winter concocteth the inward by driving in the heat, and
so purgeth away the humours that lie in the inward parts; and so, what by the
one, what by the other, the body is kept in health. Thus mercies prevail
against some sins, and afflictions against others. Moses neglected to
circumcise his child, (as we do our hearts, it is such a bloody work,) till God
met him, and would have killed him. And in like manner God sometimes puts us in
the fear or danger of losing our lives, casts us into sicknesses, and the like,
making as if he meant to kill us, and all to bring us off to this work of
purging, to circumcise our hearts.
2. As these occasional, so also
instrumental instituted helps, as his word. So, Eph. v. 26, Christ is said 'to
cleanse his church with the washing of water by the word;' by the word spoken,
either in preaching or in conference. So in the very next words to my text,
'Now ye are clean through the words I have spoken unto you;' they had then
received the sacraments, and had heard a good sermon. The word at once
discovers the sin, and sets the heart against it: 'I was ignorant, till I went
into the sanctuary.' There goes a light with it to see sin after another
manner, although a man did know it before, and then the word sets out the
vileness of a sin; and to hear a sin declaimed against and reproved sets an
exasperation upon the mind against it, and so a man goes home, and sets upon it
to kill it and destroy it. Or else by the word meditated upon, as by keeping
some truth or other fresh and sweet in the mind, which the mind cheweth on. God
fastens the mind upon some new promise, or new discovered sign of a man's
estate, and these 'cleanse' him, 2 Cor. vii. 1; 'or upon some attribute of his,
and that quickens the inward man, and overcomes the outward. Some consideration
or other every day God doth make familiar to a man's spirit, to 'talk with
him,' (as the phrase is, Prov. vi. 22,) and to keep him company, and usually
some new one; God leading us tbrouh varieties of sweet truths to chew upon, one
this day, and another to-morrow. And thesehave an exceeding purging virtue in
them; they keep the purging issue open, even as those that have issues made in
their arms or legs use to have a pea, or some such small thing, to lie in the
orifice of the issue to keep it open; and so doth such a new truth, with
spiritual light discovered, still keep the purging issue of sin open, and draws
out the filth, and 'keeps the heart.' So says Solomon, Prov. vi. 21, 22, 24 :
observe the coherence there, and it is as if he had said, Keep this command
fresh in mind, and it shall keep thee.
3. God useth also the examples of
others as means to provoke a man to purge himself.
(1.) Examples of those
that have been professors, and fallen away. They provoke a wan to set fresh
upon this work, lest that the like sins should prevail against him also, and
cause him to fall. Therefore the Apostle, when he heard of Hymenus and
Philetus's fall, 2 Tim. ii. 19, 'Let every one,' says be, 'that calls upon the
name of the Lord,' make this use of it, to 'depart from iniquity.' And it
follows, 'If you purge yourselves from these, ye shall be vessels of honour.'
It follows upon that occasion.
(2.) Examples of holy men. To hear very holy
men speak what victory over lusts may be attained here doth much provoke
another to purge himself who else would content himself with a lesser degree;
so Phil. iii. 17. 4. In the last place, there are many inward workings upon the
heart, whereby God goes on still to purge us.
(I.) First, by a further
discovering of corruptions unto us; either a greater filthiness in the evils we
saw before, or to see more of them, and by what one sees to suspect more. God
never discovers lusts to his but to carry them away; he stirs the humours to
purge them. Thus when David saw his sin, he sets anew upon cleansing himself.
In the 19th Psalm, coming new from taking a view of his heart, and having seen
such volumes of corruptions, so many errors in all that he did, he cries out,
'Who can understand his errors?' and withal, 'Oh, cleanse me from secret sins.'
He then saw secret evil; and suspected more than as yet he saw; and this made
him cry out, 'Oh, cleanse me,' and so to use all means, and to go to God to
cleanse him. So when, in the 51st Psalm, God let down a light to let him but
see the corruption of, his nature afresh, that he was 'born in sin,' and had
'no truth' there, more falsehood than he could ever have imagined, 'Oh, purge
rue,' says he upon it.
(2.) Secondly, he sets the heart on work to make it
a business to get one's lusts mortified more and more, and not to rest in the
measure attained. Phil. iii. 13, Paul 'forgot what was behind;' he did still
desire to have more fellowship with Christ in his death and sufferings, in the
death of sin. When a man's heart is set upon the work, as that he came into the
world for, as David, who took up a resolution, 'I said I would look to my
ways;' so when a man hath said unto himself, I will grow in grace, as they say,
'I will be rich,' 1 Tim. vi. 9, and so looks at it as his business being as
much convinced of this, that he should be more holy, as he was at first that he
was 'to be new born; when growth of grace is as much in a man's eye as getting
grace at first was, and as great a necessity made of the one as of the other.
This conviction many want, and so take no care to grow more holy and more pure.
Phil. iii. 15, 'If any be otherwise minded, says the Apostle, that there is no
such absolute necessity of going on still to perfection, 'God shall reveal it
to him.' God doth reveal and set on this upon every godly man's heart at one
time or another, and so goes on to purge them. And this is also expressed to
us, 1 Peter iv. 1, 'Forasmuch as Christ hath suffered for us in the flesh, let
us arm ourselves with the same mind,' namely, to mortify our lusts; for it
follows, 'He that hath suffered in the flesh,' that is, hath mortified his
lust; 'hath ceased from sin.' That same 'asking' there is God's putting into
the mind a strong and invincible resolution to go through with this work; when
he arms and steels it against all difficulties, all encounters. This is meant
by 'arming us with the same mind:' that as Christ looked upon it as his
business why he came into the world, even to suffer for us; so for us to look
upon it as our busineas to remove our lusts. When therefore we intend all our
endeavours upon this work, and mind nothing in comparison, pray for nothing
more, receive sacraments for this purpose, and hear and perform all other
duties with an eye to this, prosecute this business as the main; when God hath
put such a resolution into a man, and preserves it, then he goes on to purge
him.
(3.) Thirdly, God doth it by drawing the sap and juice of the
affections of the heart more and more into holy duties and into obedience. When
that intention of mind, as our morning thoughts and the like, which we formerly
spent upon vanitie; are now drawn into prayer and holy meditations, then lusts
do wither; and when our care is how to please God more, and our hearts are more
in the duties of obedience, then doth corruption shale off more and more; and
thus by diverting our intentions doth God work out corruptions. And look, as
the sun doth draw up the sap out of the root, so doth Christ draw out the heart
at some times more than at others to holy duties, and unto communion with
himself in the duties. This killeth sin, and causeth it to wither, - namely, by
taking away the sap, that is that intention of mind which doth usually nourish
it. Thus, 1 Pet. i. 22, 'We purify our hearts by obeying the truth.'
(4.)
Fourthly, by bringing the heart more and more acquainted with Christ, his Son,
which is the Father's work to do, for 'none comes to the Son but whom the
Father draws.' Now, how many souls are there who have gone puddering on, as I
may so speak, in the use of other means, and though in the use thereof Christ
hath communicated some virtue to them, yet because they did not trade with him
chiefly in those duties, they have had little in comparison to what afterwards
they have had when he hath been discovered to them, as that great ordinance who
is appointed by God to get their lusts mortified Before this they have washed
and washed, but they have washed without soap, until Christ hath been thus
revealed tt them, and the virtue of his death and rising again, which is
compared, Mal. iii. 2, 'unto soap,' &c. In Zech. xiii. 1, it is said that
'God opens a fountain to the house of David, for sin and for uncleanness,' that
is, for the guilt of sin and the power of sin. Now by that opening is not meant
the promise of sending his Son into the world to be crucified, but the
discovery of him to believers after his being crucified: for, chap. xii. 10, he
is supposed to be crucified already, for they there 'see him whom they have
pierced;' therefore by that opening there is meant the discovery of him to his
people, and him to be the great ordinance of cleansing them. Now, the more
distinctly a man understands Christ, and how to make use of him, who is already
made sanctification to us, the more easily he gets his lusts purged. Such a
one, that trades immediately with Christ, will do more in a day than another in
a year; for, seeing that the power of purging us lies immediately in him, and
that he is the purging drug which mingles itself with the word and all means
else, and sets them all a-work, therefore the more of him we have, and the more
immediate application we have of him to us, and of his power, the more recourse
our hearts have to him, the more our lusts are purged. As it is in drugs or
minerals, if the infusion and steeping of them in liquors will work, how much
more if the substance of them be taken down inwardly and immediately? NOW this
comes to pass, as God doth go on to open our faith to see him, and know him,
and to be acquainted with him ; for so the Apostle expresseth it, Phil. iii.,
'That I may know him, and the power of his resurrection.' The more we look upon
all means else in the use of them as ineffectual without him, the more power we
shall find from him.
(5.) Fifthly, by assuring the soul of his love, and
shedding it abroad in the heart, and by working spiritual joy in the heart,
doth God also purge his people. And to work all these is in God's power
immediately and solely. 'I am crucified with Christ,' Gal. ii. 20. And how? By
believing that 'Christ gave himself for me, and loved me.' This deadens a man
to the world, makes a man crucify that which Christ was crucified for; and this
makes a man hate sin, the more he loves Christ, or apprehends his love. And it
doth this in a double relation or respect, not only because sin so displeaseth
him, nor only as it is contrary to his will, but because it did afflict him so
much once, and because to 'take sin away' was the intent he came into the
world. For so (1 John iii. 4) although a believer is said to mortify sin upon
this consideration indeed, that it is 'the transgression of the law,' yet much
more upon this other, because 'Christ was manifest to take sin away.' And the
more assurance I have of another life and a better, and of being like Christ
hereafter, the more a man purgeth himself to be fit for that condition. 'He
that hath this hope in him purgeth himself, as he is pure;' so in 1 John iii.
2. The more joy a man hath in Christ, the more deadened he must needs be to the
world; the one eats up the other: for the ground of all sin is but the love of
pleasure. Now, if I find it in God and Christ, it deadens me for seeking it in
the world; for all life is maintained by a taste of some sweetness. Now, when
the sweetness of sin, the relish of it, is spoiled by the taste of a greater,
it must needs die and abate. And though that sweetness from God doth not always
remain in the present taste and relish of it, yet it leaves such an impression
behind it, that whatever a man tastes after, it hath no relish with him in
comparison; still he says 'the old is better:' and though the taste of one
sinful pleasure may take us off from another, yet none but a contrary pleasure
doth kill the sin, and the pleasure in it.
CHAPTER
III
The trial of mortification; and
that first by negative signs, or such as argue much corruption yet remaining
unpurged out.
IV. I WILL NOW COME to that fourth thing which was
propounded, namely, helps whereby you may discern what progress hath been made
in this work. And as I said at first that my purpose was not so much to handle
mortification in the commonplace of it, as only growth therein; so those things
I shall now deliver about discerning the measure of it, I intend them not so
much for signs of mortification, as rules whereby we may judge how the work
goes forward in us, and how far we are still short in it.
1. And, first, I
will handle it negatively, and give you such symptoms as argue much corruption,
a great deal of humours yet remaining to be purged out; such as argue little
proficiency in this work, though such as withal true grace may be supposed to
be in the heart.
(1.) When a man doth magnify and sets a high price upon
worldly and carnal excellencies and pleasures; is much taken with outward
things, and carried away with them; or when, though we restrain ourselves from
the eager pursuit after them, yet if in our eyes and opinions they seem
glorious and goodly things, and, oh, we secretly think, the enjoying such a
pleasure, the obtaining such an excellency, or such or such a condition of
life, accommodated with such and such conveniences and circumstances, would be
so great an addition of happiness to us; this argues a green heart, much want
of mortification, though truth of grace be there. These apostles to whom Christ
spake this parable of the vine, and unto them especially, how were they
affected and transported with a trifle! Even that very night that Christ was to
be attached, they strive for precedency, and 'who should be the greatest
amongst them,' Luke xxii 24, who should be chief of that noble order. And it
was such a precedency which they affected as noblemen have in kingdoms, as
appears by the following words: they shewed themselves but Gentiles in it, (as,
ver. 25, Christ insinuates,) who stand upon their blood and their outward
privileges. It was not for nothing Christ tells them in this parable they
needed purging; but the reason was, they were but children yet, and 'babes in
Christ,' now in their minority, and were not weaned from rattles and trifles.
Christ was not yet crucified, nor they so thoroughly crucified with him as they
were afterwards. The Holy Ghost had not yet come upon them as fire to burn up
their lusts, and to consume this their dross. That other apostle, Paul, - who
says of himself that he was 'born out of time,' in comparison to them, - had
attained to a greater measure, he glorying in this as his highest title, that
he was 'the least of the apostles.' This magnifying of outward things in our
conceits and opinions is indeed but 'knowing things after the flesh,' as the
Apostle speaks, 2 Cor. v. 16, because the flesh doth fascinate and corrupt the
judgment, in judging ourselves by such things. And this argues exceeding much
want of mortification, for it is lust that puts that lustre, and gloss, and
varnish upon the things of the world; for the things in themselves are vain,
and we have had experience that they are such. How comes it, then, we should
esteem them and be taken with them, that we should have such high conceits of
them? It is by reason of our lusts unpurged out, which represent them falsely;
and therefore it is observable that John, I Epist. ii. 16, speaking of the
things of this world, he puts the lust which is in us to express the
things themselves. He says not, riches and preferment, &c., though he
speaks of them, but the' lusts of the eye' and 'pride of life;' so he
expresseth them, because they are these lusts that make the things so glorious
to us, and set a price upon them. And therefore so much magnifying and high
esteem of outward things a there is in us, so much inordinate lust there is in
the heart after them, and so much want of mortification; and when these lusts
boiling in us fume up so high as to intoxicate and corrupt our esteem and
judgments, which though grace should keep us from pursuing these vanities, that
yet we look upon 'them with a wanton eye, and think great matters in them, and
think ourselves, as it were, debarred and restrained of so much of our
happiness, whilst we want and cannot enjoy them, this argues an
unmortifiedness; for herein lies the power of mortification, even to 'count all
things dross and dung,' to look upon them as 'crucified things,' to have them
seem all as withered flowers, as 'small things,' as he speaks of man's esteem,
1 Cor. iv. 3. (2.) Secondly, when our minds are carried out to superfluities,
and more than needs, and are discontented with our own condition, though it be
such as might content us, this argues a great want of purging, this is from
superfluity of humours abounding in the heart. When they in the wilderness,
though they had manna, yet they must have quails also. When there are such
extravagant affections in us, that we think any other condition would please us
better than our own, this argues much unmortifiedness, though it run not out
into acts; it is the 'superfluity of naughtiness,' the excess of corruption
that thinks 'stolen meat sweet,' as in the Proverbs. When our longings are wild
and humorous, like the longings of women with child, whom nothing but some one
odd thing they have set their fancy on will please; like sick men's stomachs,
with whom nothing will down that is provided for them, but still they have a
mind rather to something else ; so nor we with what God allots us. And when we
are environed about with comforts, yet all are nothing if some one be wanting.
Such unmortified lusts we see in Samson; though a good man, yet none of the
daughters of Israel could please, but he must have one of the Philistines,
Judges xiv. 3.
(3.) Thirdly, when our minds are so glued to anything, as we
cannot tell how to part with it, how to lose such a friend or such a
convenience, we would think ourselves half undone if such or such a thing
should fall out. David's heart was full of humours, and needed purging, when he
ventured so much of his comfort in his Absalom alone, that when he was cast
away he wished that he had died for him. It is good often to try our hearts, by
supposing the worst that can befall us, What if a change should come, such a
thing I should be put to, to see how the heart can bear it. When some men have
a loss in their estates and riches, it is as it were raked out of their
bellies, as Zophar speaks, Job 1, and a piece even of, their very heart goes
with them.
(4.) Fourthly, when a man is still distempered under variety of
conditions and businesses, and is inordinate in them all, it argues much
unmortifledness. As if he be to recreate himself, he is inordinate in it, and
knows not when to end, and fall to his calling again; if to study, then he is
also as violent in it, and entrenches upon the duties should keep up his soul
in health, as also upon the necessary refresliings his body requires. Broach
the vessel where you will, if still it runs muddy and thick it is a sign the
vessel is full of ill liquor To be distempered in some one particular is less,
but when in every vein that is opened much corrupt blood comes forth, it is a
sign the body is full of humours, and needs purging. A man that is in an ague,
and when the cold fit takes him he is extreme cold, and when the hot fit comes
he is on the contrary as extreme hot, it is a sign he is full of humours, which
as they are purged out, one or the other abates, or both. If when a man
abounds, then he is commonly confident, and forgets God; if when he wants, then
he is as much on the other side distempered, and grows solicitous, distrustful.
Sound bodies can bear sudden alteration of heat and cold, but distempered weak
bodies cannot. Nature cannot bear a sudden alteration, but much grace can; 'I
know how to want, I know how to abound,' Phil. iv. l2. He was much therefore
mortified; he could work hard in summer, with much sweating, and he could
undergo the cold of winter without catarrhs, and such weaknesses as others are
subject to; his soul was well purged of humours. And so Job had learned to
bless God when all was gone; he was a man thoroughly mortified before, he had
carried himself in his best estate without security and carnal rejoicing; thus
he says of himself, that he 'made not gold his hope, nor his confidence, nor
had rejoiced because his wealth was great,' chap. xxxi. 5, and answerably, he
behaves himself in his worst estate with patience and thanksgiving.
(5.)
Fifthly, the more carnal confidence we have in the creatures, and bear
ourselves upon them, and have our spirits strengthened and upholden by them,
the more want of mortification. The Corinthians, though godly, yet they were
very unmortified; therefore the Apostle says, they were 'rather carnal than
spiritual,' 1 Cor. iii. 1. Now this their carnal-mindedness, among other
things, was expressed in their carnal confidence they had in outward things.
They had riches, and gifts, and learning, and they did swim in these; and
reigned and domineered in their own thoughts, and excelled all other churches
in their own opinions, and so despised others in comparison. They were carried
aloft by these waxen wings, which I take to be the Apostle's meaning, 1 Cor.
iv. 8, 'Now ye are full, now ye are rich, ye have reigned:' they had riches and
gifts, &c., and they thought themselves as kings, full of happiness, having
the world before them, and were filled with conceits of it; and 'I would to God
you did reign,' says he, - that is, that it were not in your own conceits only,
- and that there were indeed such real cause to applaud your own conditions.
'We are of the circumcision,' says the Apostle, 'and have no confidence in the
flesh,' Phil. iii. 3. The more the heart is truly circumcised, - of which he
there speaks, in opposition to those who rested in outward circumcision, - it
trusteth not, nor beareth not itself; upon outward things, privileges, and
endowments, as riches, blood, credit, learning, righteousness; these, when the
heart is not circumcised, do puff it up; 'but we,' says he, 'have no confidence
in the flesh,' either for comfort, or for justification, or anything else; 'but
we rejoice in Christ Jesus.'
(6.) Sixthly, the more full of envyings, and
heart-burnings against others, and of breaking forth into strife, our hearts
are, and of strivings and contentions to get the credit, or riches, or victory
away from others, &c., the more unmortified are our hearts, and the more
need of purging. These overflowings of the gall and spleen come from a fulness
of bad humours. 'Whereas there is among you envying and strife -are ye not
carnal? 1 Cor. iii. 3. That is, this argues you to be such, for envy and strife
are not only lusts in themselves, but further they are such lusts as are always
the children and fruit of some other; they are rooted in, and spring from
inordinate affections to some things which we contend for; and accordingly, if
this fire of envy or strife prove great, it argues the fuel - that is, the
lusts after the things we envy others for - to be much more. For envy is but an
oblique lust, founded on some more direct lust; these are but the outward
flushings, that shew the distemper to be much more within. James iv. 1, 'From
whence come wars and fightings amongst you? come they not hence, even of your
lusts which fight in your members?' There is something the heart would have, as
it follows in the 2d verse, 'Ye lust, and have not,' &c. A contentious
spirit is an unmortified spirit; 'If ye bite and devour one another,' Gal. v.
iS. 'This I say then, Walk in the spirit, and ye shall not fulfil the lusts of
the flesh.' Mark the coherence, it comes in upon biting one at another, for
such walk not in the spirit, flesh doth prevail in them, that is his meaning.
(7.) Seventhly, the less able we are to bear reproofs for the breakings
forth of our lusts, the more unmortified it argues our hearts to be. It is a
sign we love those much whom we cannot endure to hear spoken against:
therefore, says the Apostle, 'Be swift to hear, but slow to wrath;' - take heed
of raging when you are touched. And it follows a verse after, 'Casting away all
superfluity, receive the word with meekness,' for it is your lusts uncast out,
unpurged, that cause that wrath and heart-boiling against reproof. That good
king was in a great distemper of spirit when he cast the prophet in prison that
reproved him, for 'he oppressed the people also at the same time,' as is said,
2 Chron. xvi. 10. He was then taken in the springtide and swelling of his lusts
of covetousness and oppression; they brake down all that withstood and opposed
the current of them: and if, as he in this fit at this time, so we be found in
such passionate tempers upon such occasions of reproof ordinarily, it argues
the habitual frame of our hearts to be much unmortified, as this argued him at
this time to have been actually much distempered.
(8.) Eighthly, the more
quick and speedy the temptation is in taking, the more unmortified the heart
is: when an object at the first presenting makes the lust to rise, and passeth
through at the very first presenting of it, and soaks into the heart, as oil
into the bones, and runs through all; when a man is gunpowder to temptations,
and it is but touch and take, so as there needs not much blowing, but the heart
is presently on fire, as, Prov. vii. 22, it is said, 'He went straightway after
her.' A man will find that when his heart is actually in a good temper, a
temptation doth not so easily take; his heart is then, though tinder, yet as
wet tinder, that is more slow in taking. As there is a preparedness to good
works, so there is a preparedness to evil; when the heart is in a covetous
humour, 'and will be rich, then a man falls into temptations and a snare,' 1
Tim. vi. 9. His lusts will nibble at every bait in everything he deals in; they
will take presently. When the heart is thus bird-limed, then it cleaves to
everything it meets with. It is a sign that the heart is not 'awake to
righteousness,' as the Apostle speaks, but to sin rather, when a little
occasion awakeneth a lust, and rouseth it; as when, on the contrary, if a great
deal of jogging will not awaken a man's grace.
(9.) Ninthly, the more our
lusts have power to disturb us in holy duties, and the more they prevail with
the heart, then the more unmortified and profane the heart is; as to have
unclean glances in hearing, and worldly thoughts then ordinarily to possess the
heart, and to take it up much: 'They are profane,' says God, Jer. xxiii. 11,
'for in my house I have found their wickedness.' If the heart be carried away
and overcome with unclean and worldly thoughts, then this argues much
unmortifiedness, and that the flesh is indeed much above the spirit. For why,
when a man is in God's presence, and that should overcome and overawe the
unregenerate part, if it were not impudent and outrageous; and besides, then
the regenerate part hath the advantage, for the word and the ordinance is a
stirring of it up and provoking it to holiness. And therefore that at such a
time a man's lusts should be able to tempt and seduce a man's heart, it argues
sin hath a great part in the heart, when it affronts God in his throne, when
grace is where it would be. For the disciples then to be talking who should be
greatest, when Christ had made so long a sermon to them, and had administered
the sacrament to them, this argued much want of mortification in them; even as
it were a sign that the orthodox party were but a weak party in a kingdom, it;
whilst they are at sermons, Papists durst come in and disturb them, and put
them out.
(10.) Tenthly, when the recalling former acts committed by a man
prove still to be a snare to him, and being suggested by Satan as a means to
quicken his lust, the thought thereof doth rather stir up his lust afresh, it
is a sign of an unmortified frame. Thus it is laid to the charge of that
nation, Ezek. xxiii. 21, that 'she multiplied her whoredoms in calling to
remembrance the days of her youth, wherein she had played the harlot in the
land of Egypt.' The remembrance of them was a snare to her, as appears by the
8th verse. It is a sign a man is deeply in love whenas he falls in love with
the picture. When the remembrance of whence he is fallen should make him
repent, that it should, on the contrary, cause him to commit the same sin
again, it is a sign flesh hath much the better. To have the mind stirred with
new objects and new temptations may stand with far less corruption and more
grace, than to have it stirred afresh with the remembrance of the old. To find
sweetness in a lust twice sod, which we have also often steeped, as I may so
speak, in godly sorrow and hatred of it, and so boiled it in sour herbs; yet
still to find sweetness in the remembrance of such an act, this argues much
corruption. As the Apostle argues the sinfulness and strength of corrupt nature
in him, that the law, which was holy and good, should stir np his lust whilst
unregenerate; so may we, when the thought of a sin, which should stir up godly
sorrow, should provoke and tickle corrupt nature again. Indeed, that the new
scent of meat should have moved the Israelites would not have been so much, but
that the remembrance of their flesh-pots should do it! That speech, Rom. viii.,
where we are commanded to mortify the deeds of the flesh; may admit, among
other, this interpretation also, that not only the lusts, but even former deeds
and acts committed, which may prove an occasion of sin to us, and have a fresh
verdure in our eye, are to. be mortified.
CHAPTER IV.
Positive signs of growth in mortification, and
God's purging of us.
2. AND so now I come to the second sort of signs - namely,
positive signs of growth in mortification, and of God's purging of us.
(1.)
First, the more insight a man hath into spiritual corruptions, together with a
conifict against them, the more growth he hath attained unto in purging out
corruptions; so as that now the chiefest of his conflict is come to be with
spiritual lusts, not worldly lusts and gross evils; it is an evidence of his
progress in this work. These ordinarily are sure rules, that whilst a man's
conflict is with more outward gross evils, as uncleanness, worldlymindedness,
&c., so long and so much he is kept from the sight of those inward, hidden,
close corruptions, which sit nighest to the heart. As also, on the contrary,
the more a man is freed from, and hath got victory over such more outward
evils, the more his thoughts and intentions are bent inward to the discovery of
the other more spiritual wickednesses. And the reason?; for these spiritual
lusts, as pride, carnal confidence in a man's own graces, self-flattery,
presumption, and the like, these corruptions lie, as I may so express it, more
up in the heart of the country; but those other, of worldly lusts, lie, as it
were, in the frontiers and skirts of it : and therefore, until such time as a
man hath in some good measure overcome those that encounter him at the borders,
he comes not to have so through a discovery and constant conflict with those
that lie higher up in the heart : 'Let us cleanse ourselves from all pollution,
both of flesh and spirit,' says the Apostle, 2 Cor. vii. 1, which implies that
there are two sorts of corruptions, one of the flesh or body, the other of the
spirit or soul: for so the opposition there is to be taken, for else all lusts
are lusts of the flesh; that is, of corrupt nature. Again, such corruptions
cause 'a blindness, that a man cannot see afar off,' as 2 Pet i 9. Whilst a
scholar that learns a tongue hath not learned to escape all grosser faults in
grammatical construction, be cannot be supposed to have come to know the
elegancies of the tongue, nor see his errors therein; so nor do men come to be
critics indeed, and cunningly skilful in the more curious errata of
their hearts and spirits, till they have attained to such a degree of
mortification as to be free from grosser evils. And indeed, those who are grown
in grace have attained ordinarily some freedom from such sins; therefore, says
John, 1 Epist. ii. 14, 'You young men are strong, and have overcome that evil
one:' they have attained so much strength as to overcome the grosser evils. So
as, to allude to what the Apostle says in another case, they then come to
conflict not so much with 'flesh and blood' and outward evils, as with
'spiritual wickednesses' within, - that is, with affections and dispositions
contrary to the work of grace; and therein lies their chiefest exercise, which
is not till they have some freedom and victory over the other, and so are at
leisure to view these.
(2.) Secondly, we may discern our victory over our
lusts by our ability more or less to deny ourselves. The more we grow up to a
readiness, willingness, and freeness, and cheerfulness of heart to deny
ourselves when we are called and put upon doing of it, the more are lusts
purged out; for the reason that our hearts consult so much with carnal ends in
business, that we have so much ado with them ere we can bring them off to part
with such and such things, as God and our own consciences do call us unto, is
through want of purging. For all want of self-denial is from an adhesion to
outward things. Were we free and unmarried men to tha world, were our hearts
loosened from all, and were all the secret stings of lusts that shoot into
things, cut, it would be nothing to us to part with them: this was in that
great Apostle, how ready was he to lay down his life! 'My life is not dear to
me, so I may fulfil my ministration with joy;' and so when the time of his
departure was at hand, says he, 'I am ready to be offered,' 2 Tim. iv. 6. He
speaks it in the present tense, 'I am offered;' it was done in 'his heart
already. As in like phrase of speech it is said, Heb. xi. 17, that 'Abraham
offered up his son,' because in his heart he fully purposed it. When men must
be forced by terrors of conscience, as Pharaoh with plagues, to let their
credits or estates go by restitution, or for God and good uses, it is a sign of
want of purging. The more loosened a man is from the world and the things of
it, the more prepared that man is for all works of self-denial, and the more
purged. So when a man parts with all without sticking or higgling, as Abraham
is said to 'believe without staggering,' it is a sign he hath attained to a
good degree, even as that argued a strong faith, Rom. iv. 20. When a man hath
an open and a large heart to God, as a liberal man hath an open hand to men, as
Abraham had when he was willing to let God have his only son, it was a sign he
was much weaned; when God can command anything thou hast at an hour's warning,
as we say. Abraham stood not long deliberating, Shall I, shall I? but went
'early in the morning,' even the next morning, God having called for his son
that very night, as it is likely by that in the 22nd of Genesis, ver. 3; for
the night was the time when God used to reveal himself by visions; and the next
morning he went forth early.
(3.) Thirdly, the more constancy there is in
our hearts and ways, the more even, stable in well-doing, and the more lasting,
durable frame and temper for holiness we find our hearts to abide in, the more
we are purged; for in that we find such sudden flowings and re-flowings in our
hearts, that when a corruption seems to be at a low ebb, and our hearts in a
good frame, within an hour or so a mighty tide comes in, and we find our hearts
overflown with a sea of filth, such sudden alterations from the better to the
worse do come from those vast seas of corruptions that are still within us,
that tumble and float up and down in our hearts. So the Apostle intimates,
'Purge your hearts, ye double-minded.' That their hearts are of so unequal a
temper, sometimes in hot, fits, sometimes in cold, and so suddenly altered,
this cannot be but from much corruption. This double-mindedness comes from want
of purging. The Galatians were surely very weak and foolish, as be tells them,
when they were so soon transported. He marvels not so much that they were
removed, as that so soon, so suddenly, Gal. i. 6, and brings it in as an
evidence of their weakness, that they who would have 'given him their eyes'
should now so much be altered and carried away; so much mortifiedness, so much
constancy. Therefore, in the 5th of Galatians, ver. 24,25, when in the 24th
verse he had said, 'Those that are Christ's have crucified the affections with
the lusts,' he adds in the 25th verse, 'If we live in the spirit, let us walk
in the spirit :this imports a being constant in the spirit. Then when lusts are
crucified, then the Holy Spirit will rule us in our ways, and a holy frame of
heart will he discovered, in a constant tract of holiness; we shall walk in the
spirit, keep ourselves long in a spiritual frame and course, and not be biased
aside; that we step out so much, is from strong lusts unmortified.
(4.)
Fourthly, the more a man comes to a spiritual taste of the spiritual word, and
that which is most spiritual therein, the more it is a sign that corruption is
purged out. When a man comes to his stomach, it is a sign he is growing out of
a sickness, and that the humours are much purged out. So, 1 Pet. ii. 1, 'Laying
aside all malice,' &c., 'as babes desire the word, that ye may grow
thereby: if so be ye have tasted.' Therefore the more corruption is laid aside,
the more we taste the word, and God in it; the more we taste, the more we
desire it; the more we desire it, the more we grow.
(5.) Fifthly, when we
are ashamed of former carriages and ways, as seeing and discerning those
weaknesses we saw not before, as scholars use to be of their exercises a year
or two after; so if we be ashamed of former prayers, hearings, &c., as that
great proficient discerned in himself, who, looking back upon his first days of
conversion, says, 'When I was a child, I spake as a child:' he speaks it,
applying it to his growth of grace.
(6.) Sixthly, when in ordinary times of
temptation a man finds a lust not, so violent and raging as it was wont, but
more impotent and weak. Look to your fits of sinning whether they become
greater or less, for then a man's strength or weakness is discerned most; as
the bodily strength is, when a man either goes about to put himself forth, or
is assaulted and set upon. Many that are sick, whilst they lie still in their
beds think they have a great deal of strength, but when they attempt to rise
and walk they sink down again. As a man's weakness to good is discerned when he
comes to do and to act it, - Rom. vii., 'to do I am not able,' - so a man's
weakness to sin, or strength against it, is then also best discerned. The
weakness or strength of a kingdom is best seen and discerned in time of war,
when all forces are mustered up. Now, God sometimes appoints some more frequent
assaults, and on purpose suffers 'the law in the members to war,' and to muster
up all their force, that, as it is said of Hezekiah, a man 'might know what is
in his heart.' Now, if then a man finds that the motions of sin in his heart do
every temptation after other meet a hotter encounter than they had wont; that
the resistance against sin grows quicker and stronger; that sin cannot advance
and carry on his army so far as formerly, but is still encountered and met
withal at the frontiers, and there overthrown even at the first setting out, so
as it cannot carry it through the camp, (as Zimri did his mistress Cozbi,) as
sometimes it had wont, whenas grace stood at the tent door, as Moses, weeping,
yet unable to resist it; and although assaults and temptations do continue,
that yet there is ground kept and won upon the encroachments of a lust,
insomuch that at least the outward forts the kept by grace, - that is, outward
acts are abstained from: now so far as the lust is not fulfilled as it had wont
to be, and not only so, but the inroads of it are contracted also to a narrower
compass, and to have a lesser ground and space in regard of inward acts; also
so far it is purged more forth. As for instance, be it a lust of fancy, when it
cannot boil up to such gross fancies as it had wont; be it a lust of pride, or
uncleanness or grosser acts, when it falls from bringing forth fruit, to bring
forth but blossoms, but inward burnings, and from blossoms only to bring forth
leaves, it is a sign then it is withering more and more. When the intention of
mind in the temptation, which is as the fire that makes it to boil, grows less
and less; when the inordinate thirst is not so great in the time of the fit;
when the inward acts are grown in their requests more modest, the lustings
themselves pitch upon lower and inferior acts than they had wont; when their
armies depart with lesser spoil, are content with them, whenas before they flew
at the first onset to the highest kinds of villanies and outrages; when thus
the overflowings of a man's lusts do abate and fall short, the tides lessen,
overflow less ground, overspread less every day than another, this is another
probable sign of a growth herein.
(7.) Seventhly, the more ability to
abstain from occasions and opportunities of satisfying a man's lusts; as Job, a
man much mortified, 'made a covenant with his eyes not to behold a maid,' and
kept to it, chap. xxxi. 1. When a man bates the 'very garment spotted with the
flesh;' it is a sign of a strong hatred, when a man cannot endure to come where
one he loves not is, cannot endure the sight of him, anything that may put him
in mind of him, not so much as to parlay or to speak with him.
(8.)
Eighthly, when our hearts do not linger after such objects as may satisfy our
lusts when absent, but when out of sight they are out of mind; this is a good
degree of mortification. We may find it in ourselves, that when objects are not
presented, that yet there is in our hearts oftentimes a lingering after them,
and this from themselves, without any outward provocation; that is far worse.
Many a man, when he sees meat, finds he hath a stomach to it, which he thought
not till it was set before him; but when a man longs after meat he sees not, it
is a sign he is very hungry. As we see against rainy weather, before the rain
begins to fall, the stones will give, as we use to say, and grow dank; so a man
that observes his heart may find, before objects are presented, or actual
thoughts arise, a giving of his heart to such and such a lust, an inclination,
a darkness, a moistness, a sympathising with such an object, - that is a sign
of unmortifiedness. David was 'as a weaned child,' he had no thoughts of the
dug, no longings after it; I have' no high thoughts' after the kingdom, says
he, Ps. cxxxi. A child that begins to be weaned, it may be, at first cries
after the dug, though he sees it not; but afterwards, though it may be when he
sees it he cries after it, yet not when absent. (Objects present have a far
greater force to draw,) when absent less; therefore this is a further degree of
mortification attainable. It was in Joseph, when his mistress tempted him from
day to day; opportunity was ready, the object present, but he denied her. So in
Boaz, a woman lay at his feet all night. So in David, when he had Saul in his
lurch, might as easily have cut off his head as the lap of his garment; and was
egged on to do it, but he was then weaned indeed, and did it not. When a man
can look upon beauty and preferment, and truly say, they are no temptations to
me. It is a sign of an unsound temper, when upon eating such or such meats, a
man is presently put into the fit of an ague; a healthful man is not so. The
prophet calls them 'the stumbling-block of their iniquity.' When a man is going
on his way, and though he did not seek occasions of falling, yet meeting with
them, he cannot step over them, but is caught, and stumbleth, and falls, it is
a sign of unmortifledness.
CHAPTER V.
Some cautions to prevent misjudging by false
rules. - This case resolved, Whether growth in mortification may be judged by
the ordinary prevailings of corruption, or actings of grace.
BESIDES these rules both these ways given, I will, in the
third place, add some cautional considerations, to prevent misjudging of our
growth in mortification, by such false rules as men are apt to be deceived, in
judging worse or better of ourselves by, than the truth is, or than there is
cause. Which considerations will also further serve as directions to us, as
well as the former have done.
1. First, men may deceive themselves when
they estimate their progress herein by having overcome such lusts as their
natures are not so prone unto. The surest way is to take a judgment of it from
the decay of a man's bosom sin, even as David did estimate his uprightness by
his 'keeping himself from his iniquity,' Pa. xviii. 23; so a man of his growth
in uprightness. When. physicians would judge of a consumption of the whole,
they do it not by the falling away of any part whatever, as of the flesh in the
face alone, or any the like; such a particular abatement of flesh in some one
part may come from some other cause; but they use to judge by the falling away
of the brawn of the hands, or arms and thighs, kc., for these are the more
solid parts. The like judgments do physicians make upon other diseases, aud of
the abatement of them from the decrease in such symptoms as are pathognomical,
and proper and peculiar to them. In like manner also the estimate of the
progress of the victories of a conqueror in an enemy's kingdom is not taken
from the taking or burning of a few villages or dorps, but by taking the forts
and strongest holds, and by what ground he hath won upon the chief strength,
and by what forces he hath cut off of the main army. Do the like in the
decrease of, and victory over, your lusts.
2. Secondly, you must not judge
of your mortification by entraordinary assistances or temptations; as you do
not judge of the strength of a kingdom by auxiliary foreign forces, that are at
extraordinary times called in. A young Christian shall, for his encouragement
even in the heat of the battle, when he is ready to be overcome and carried
away captive, find the Holy Ghost breaking in, and rescuing of him,' as
Jehoshaphat was (to allude to it) 'when 'he cried to the Lord;' whenas a
Christian of much standing is left to fight it out hand to hand. Now it doth
not follow that the other, because thus freed, hath the more strength. Again,
on the other side, a man is not to judge of himself by his weakness in some one
extraordinary temptation. A man that is very sick, and nigh unto death and
dissolution, may, through much heat and stirring up of all his spirits, have
the strength of five men in him, and much greater than when he was in health
And so a godly man, whose corruptions are weak, and more near to dissolution,
yet in a fit may have all the corruption that is within him mustered up, and
blown up by Satan, and so it may for the present appear to have more strength
than ever in all his life, and yet he may be much mortified. Even as Sarah may,
by an extraordinary means, have pleasure in her old age, and bring forth a
child when she had left child-bearing, and yet her 'womb was dead,' Rom. iv.
19. And as it may be true that one of small grace may have that little grace
drawn out, and wound up to a higher strain, for one fit, brunt, and exercise;
all the strings wound up to a higher note for some one lesson, then one haply
of more grace ever felt, to higher acts of love to God, and of rejoicing in
God, and purer strains of self-denial; yet take the constant strains of one's
spirit that hath more grace, and the strings will ordinarily endure to stand
higher, and continue so. So, on the contrary, one of much mortification may
have his lusts spurred on faster, and boiled up higher by Satan's fires than
one of less. The estimate of our growth must not therefore be taken by a step
or two, but by a constant course; for as a man's sincerity is to be measured,
so is his growth: even as a man's health is to be measured by the constant
tenor of his temper. Only, I will add three things to give further direction
concerning such extraordinary cases of temptation : -
(1.) First, that it
is certain that so much corruption as at such a time, and in such a fit, a man
felt a-stirring in him, so much indeed and in truth there is of corruption in
his heart; for the devil can put none in, but only acts and doth improve what
is there already. For, as that speech of Christ implies, Satan can work but
according to the matter he findeth in us: 'He cometh, and findeth no matter in
me;' the wind adds no water to the sea, only can make the waves to rise and
surge; the fire adds nothing to the water when it is set upon it, but
attenuates it only, and causeth it to boil And so in Hezekiah, when he was cast
into that fit of pride, the text says that t was 'that he might know all that
was in his heart,' 2 Chron. xxxii 31. It was in his heart before.
(2.)
Secondly, I add, that yet hence it cannot be infallibly inferred that a man
hath, comparatively either to himself; more corruption in him than be had
twenty years before, because more is stirred up; or that, comparatively to
others, he hath more corruption than they, because more is now for a fit drawn
forth. So that it flows not from hence that others which are kept free from
such a temptation, that they have least mortification because they were never
cast into so hot and burning a fit. One whose body is less full of humours, and
naturally of a more moderate temper for heat, may yet, through some accident or
other, or disease, suppose the plague, be cast into hotter fits of a burning
fever, than one whose temper is more fiery, and humours more abounding in him.
To have recourse to the former instance Hezekiah surely had more corruption
twenty years before his recovery out of his sickness than at that time, and yet
it wrought not so, that we read of, as it did thes; not that the barrel was
then fuller, but that now it was broached lower, and a greater vent given, and
so it came more gushing out, dregs and all. That a man, after he is grown up to
his full strength, falls into so great sickness, such a one as he never had
when he was a child, which maketh him weaker than when he was ten or twelve
years old, doth not argue but that he is a man grown for all that. David, after
a long growth, had a time of great sickness, whereby he lost the exercise, the
lively, vigorous use of his graces; enfeebled by that sickness, he lost his
taste in God's ordinances by it, and 'the joy of God's salvation,' as appears
by the 51st Psalm.
(3.) And the third thing I would add is this, that such
a one as is indeed much mortified, if it happens he falls into such a fit, yet
the greater measure of his mortification will appear afterwards, in that the
lust will be weaker after his recovery again. It is in this as with a man that
is in a hot fiery fit of a fever, though he have at that instant the strength
of two men in him, as was said, yet afterward, when the spirits are ebbed and
settled again, his body is the weaker for it; so is the body of sin, upon the
resurrection of grace, after such a fall. Many grow more after sickness. For
God's end being but to discover his weakness, and what he is in himself, and to
rouse him out of his security, he then loves to manifest his power when once we
have seen our weakness; and so 'makes his strength perfect in our infirmities,'
when they are not ordinary, but beyond the ordinary temper and dispositions of
our spirits.
Quest. - But then the question may be concerning the
more ordinary passages of a man's life: Whether a man may measure and take a
sure estimate of the inward root of corruption left in him, by the ordinary
risings and stirrings of it, and his failings into sin more or less? I speak
not now of extraordinary fits, but of ordinary qualms and weaknesses.
Resolved. - To this I answer, that ordinarily men may conclude from
the more or less busy they find corruption to be in them, that the more or less
there is of corruption in them, and so thereby measure their growth; for grace
and corruption are as two roots, and therefore the actions of them both are
called their 'fruits,' Gal. v. 19, 22. Now Christ elsewhere gives us this rule
of nature, to judge of the tree by the fruits, to proceed by in matters of
grace also. And as by the fruit we may know of what species and kind the tree
is, so likewise what plenty of sap there is at the root, by the plenty, or
bigness, or fairness of the fruit it doth bring forth. The more inward
corruption at the root, ordinarily the more fruit thereof appears in the life;
and proportionably also of the tender fruits of the Spirit. And therefore
Christ here says that the vine is to be 'purged, that it may bring forth more
fruit;' because the more corruption is emptied, the more holiness will appear
in your inward and outward fruitfulness. And the reason hereof is, because
ordinarily as a thing is in being, so it is in working. Children, the weaker,
the more falls they have in their ordinary walkings; bodies, the more sickly,
or the weaker and more unhealthy the constitution is, the more qualms; and as
they recover strength more and more, they find they outgrow such weaknesses.
And therefore, ordinarily, according to what activeness a man finds of grace or
sin is in him, according are the inward principles of either of them - more or
less in him. For the soul of man, as it is an active thing, so being left to
its ordinary course, it acts according to the sway, and bias, and inclination
of the habits that are in it, which are also active, as both grace and sin are.
As a bowl, when the force of the hand that threw it begins to decay, it is
swayed by the bias, and lead that is in it; and so the less grace, the less,
ordinarily, it acts graciously, and the weaklier. And then also the opposite
corruption must needs be so much the more active; for the soul being active,
abates not of its mettle, but it will still shew itself one way or other. The
flesh will 'lust against the spirit' so much the stronglier, as the spirit is
weaker, 'for they are contrary.' Yea, and thus God judgeth of the principles of
grace in us, according as they act in us: he will judge of our mortification by
the fruits of it in our lives and hearts; the more the fruits of sin grow on in
us, the less mortified he will account us; as he will judge of faith by the
works, so of mortification by the fruits. And therefore it is observable, that
he bids us mortify the deeds of the body, as well as the body of sin, Rom.
viii. 13; for God will judge of the one by the other: Therefore the objects of
mortification are the needs of the body, as 'well as the inward principle of
corruption, because the mortification of the inward principle will be seen and
appear in the deeds.
Obj. - But it may be objected, that grace is
acted, or lusts do stir, accord ingly as the Spirit of Christ, who is a
voluntary agent, doth act grace, or will leave a man; so that if he be pleased
to stir that little grace in a weak Christian, he shall act it more, and if he
leave a strong Christian to himself, he shall fall more. But to this it is
answered -
Ans. 1. - First, that though the Holy Ghost be a
voluntary agent, and blows when and where he pleaseth, for his times of
working, yet ordinarily he acteth grace in us, take our whole course, according
to the proportion of grace given us, so as he that hath more habitual grace
shall be more assisted and enlivened, which falls out according to that rule,
which in this case will hold, Matt. xxv. 29, 'To him that hath shall be given,'
if ' it be a true talent. Hence therefore he that had five talents gained more
than he that had but two: for he gained his five more unto his five; the other
but two more to his former two; though he that had but one is said to have
gained none, because indeed it was not a true talent, for he 'seemed but to
have it,' the text says. And the reason hereof is, because those habits of
grace which God hath infused are his own works, and are ordained by him to be
acted, and he delights still to crown his own works in us with more. And as he
proportions glory to works, so he promiseth to act according to the principles
of grace infused, which else would be in vain, they being ordained to that end.
As the Apostle says of gifts, that they are 'given to profit withal,' so are
graces to work, and therefore ordinarily God draws them out, where he hath
bestowed them, as he doth gifts also, according to their proportion. And thus,
è contra, it is for leaving a man to sin; the more corruption a
man hath, the more ordinarily he lets it vent and discover itself; that so men
that have many corruptions in them might know what is in their hearts; and so
when God doth mortify them in them to thank him the more, the grace of which
else would be to them lost, if God should mortify their lusts in them, without
their seeing and bewailing them, and crying to him, '0 miserable man that I
am!' and ordinarily see and discern them men would not, unless left to them. As
in case of humbling a man, though God sometimes doth humble a man that hath
fewer sins, more than he that hath greater, to shew that he can give a
spiritual light to see more sin in a little than others in much; yet ordinarily
those are most humbled that have been greatest sinners, as Manasseh 'humbled
himself greatly,' and Mary Magdalene 'loved much,' and the Apostle thought
himself 'the greatest of sinners.' And thus it is in acting grace, or letting
forth corruptions; it is according to their principles within.
Ans.
2. - And, secondly, that very acting grace doth increase habits: so as the
increase of habits and inward mortification is proportioned according to the
acting of grace by the Holy Ghost; for every abstinence doth mortify, as was
said, and every act of grace doth, through the blessing of the Spirit, further
sanctify and increase the habit: Rom. vi., 'You have your fruit in holiness.'
When they do any duty, it makes the heart more inwardly holy, so as indeed the
one cannot be without the other; but the more a man doth abstain out of right
principles, by the assistance of the Spirit, the more he grows: so as in the
end all comes to one; he whose holiness is acted most hath in the end most
habitual grace, and thereby often it comes to pass that 'he that is first comes
to be last, and he that is last first.' Yet there are two limitations to be put
in about this : -
(1.) First, I grant, for some times of men's lives, that
God doth act some men's graces more, who have yet less grace, and leave those
to sins who have more grace. So he left Peter, who in all appearance had more
grace than any of the twelve, yet God left him to deny Christ more foully and
falsely than any of the other. But then let the ends of God be considered why
he doth it : -
[1.] First, in case of too much confidence upon inherent
grace, and the strength of it. When we trust to habitual grace received, then
Christ, to shew that it is a new grace, to assist that grace, and to the end
that it may be acknowledged that he that gives one grace is not bound to give
another, may in this case leave one that hath indeed more grace to the
prevailing of corruptions more. It falls out sometimes that when men are young
Christians, and new born, God adds much assistance, and this for their
encouragement; and as you carry young children in your arms, and so they are
kept from falls more than some more elderly that are let go alone, thus, Hos.
xi. 3, 'God takes them by the arms when a child,' ver. 1, but then 'they
acknowledge it not,' as it follows there, and are apt to think that that
strength and life they have is from themselves, and so God afterwards leaves
them, when grown more elderly. Those Christians who walk most sensibly of their
own weakness, and observe God's keeping them from sin, and attribute this to
him, such God delights to help, though for the present they have less habitual
grace. And so those Christians that sooner come to the knowledge of that way of
dependence upon Christ, - some come to see it the first day, and make use of
it, others not so clearly a long while, - they shall be more assisted than
another. To many that way so soon is not so clearly opened.
[2.] Again,
secondly, sometimes God will magnify this his acting grace, as I may call it,
more inone man than in another, seeing it is a grace. That one Apostle of the
Gentiles, Paul, did more than all the apostles; shall we thereby infallibly
conclude he had more inherent grace than they all but that he had more
assistance. As God sometimes useth men of weaker gifts to do more than men of
greater; so men of weaker graces, and less growth, to shame the other. As there
are 'diversities of gifts,' so of 'operations and exercise' of those gifts, 1
Cor. xii. 6, the 'Spirit dividing as he will,' ver. ii. God casts aside one of
eminent gifts into a place or condition wherein they are not useful, and so he
may one of much habitual grace.
[3.] Thirdly, he acts often according to
actual preparation; the habitual preparation lies its habits, and is more
remote; as strings may be good, yet out of tune, and so not played upon.
[4.] Again, fourthly, God may leave a Christian of more grace and growth to
more stirring of corruptions, in case he means yet to bring him to a higher
pitch of humiliation, and that by sins. It is in this his dealing of leaving
men to corruptions, and the vigorous conflicts with them, as it is in his
leaving his people sometimes to those other evils of afflictions. God humbleth
his either by afflictions or by sins, and his manner in both is sometimes
alike. You shall see one who hath attained to a great measure of grace already,
and that by affliction, and yet never to be out of the fire, but God still
followeth him with one affliction or another; whereas one of less growth and
grace, who in that regard hath more need, shall have fewer afflictions in his
course. And what is the reason of this difference It is not that the grown
Christian hath simply more need of affliction than the other, but be.. cause
God intends to bring him on yet to a further degree of grace. As refiners of
sugar, taking sugars out of the same chest some thereof they melt but once, and
another part of it they melt and refine again and again; not that that which
they refine twice hath more dross in it, but because they would have it more
refined, doubly refined. And as God deals thus in afflictions, so also in
leaving of his people to the stirring of corruptions, which of all afflictions
is the greatest to humble a holy heart. And thus in experience it is found that
he doth sometimes leave a grown Christian to conflict with corruptions more
than a weaker Christian; not that he hath more in him, but because he means to
bring on that grown Christian to a further degree of humiliation; he is not
humbled as he means to have him yet. And whereas God humbleth some men by
afflictions, he hmnbleth others by sins. And nothing humbleth more than sins,
for crosses do but humble by revealing sin as the cause; and nothing will
humble a grown Christian more than to see such shameful soul-corruptions still
stirring in him: the greatest aggravation of which to him will be in this, that
after so long a time such lusts should be so lively in him; to have such gross
faults in his exercises after he hath been so long at school, this shames him.
For a grown Christian to be disguised with a corruption, and when his hair is
grown, to have it shaven off as David's messengers were ashamed of it, so how
doth it shame and humble him! Thus Hezekiah, though he was much humbled by a
sickness to death, but because he was not humbled enough, and so far as God
meant to bring him, therefore God let loose pride on him, and then he further
humbleth himself and all Israel, as it is 2 Chron. xxxii. 26. Upon some men God
shews his free grace in keeping them from sin; upon others he spends it in
pardoning them. -These are but two several ways he hath of laying it out. And
so sometimes he shews his grace in keeping those of less grace, and again in
letting those of more to struggle with their lusts: and such sicknesses are not
to death or to weaken them, but for the glory of God and their further growth;
for this will be the effect and consequent of such stirrings in grown
Christians, that as their fits of corruptions stirring are great, so their
humblings will be greater. Grace being much in them, will shew itself that way;
great fits of sinning have intermingled with them great exercises of
repentings, and the growth of their grace will shew itself in them, and appear
in them. Even as 'in men' that are cheerful naturally, but sometimes oppressed
with melancholy, when those presures are over they are most merry, their
spirits, breaking forth, being at liberty, they shew themselves as much on the
contrary in mirth; so is it here when grace gets above again. As it is in the
body when the spirits are not weak, but only kept under by humours, when they
do once get up, they then shew their strength in causing the body to grow the
more, - as in many young men after a sickness, where strength of nature is, -
and so thereby they become after often the better, and more lively; but if the
natural spirits be weak, it is not so.
(2.) A second limitation is, that
though one of less growth in mortification may sometimes by watchfulness keep
under his lusts more, and act that little grace he hath, more than haply he
doth who hath yet radically more grace; therefore says the Apostle, 'Stir up
the gift that is in thee.' To Timothy he speaks it, and he exhorts, Gal. v.,
even young Christians 'to walk in the spirit;' that. is, to have the spirit
kept above the flesh, so as a man shall have great hand over his corruptions,
that they break not forth.
Continued.