THE FOLLY OF
RELAPSING AFTER PEACE SPOKEN.
But let
them turn no more to folly. - PSALM LXXXV. 8.
6. The sixth observation is, That peace being spoken to
their hearts by God, they should 'return no more to folly.' See this, Ezra ix.
13, 14, 'Thou having punished us less than we deserve, and given us such a
deliverance as this, should we again break thy commandments, wouldest thou not
be angry with us till thou hadst consumed us.
Reason 1. - Because it
will be a greater aggravation in sinning. It is made the aggravation of
Solomon's sin, 1 Kings xi. 9, 'that God had appeared to him twice.' They were
especial appearances and manifestations of mercy; and though such do now cease,
yet we read of such as are analogical to them: as, John xiv. 21, Christ
promiseth to manifest himself, which is by shedding abroad his love and his
Father's love into the heart, which is evident by the former words, 'he shall
be loved of my Father, and I will love him,' and after he saith, 'We will come
to him, and make our abode with him,' ver. 23, and ver. 27, 'My peace I will
give unto you.' Now such appearances will be set upon the score of every sin
many years after, as they were upon Solomon's. And the reason is, because
nothing wounds an ingenuous, loving nature more than matter of unkindness: 'If
it had been my enemy,' says David, 'I could have borne it,' Ps. lv. 12, 14;
'but it was thou, 0 man, mine acquaintance; we took sweet counsel together:' a
bosom friend, to whom I had committed my secrets, opened my heart. Thus, when
God hath unbosomed himself, as it were, to a man, and told him what was in his
heart towards him, this goes nigh him if he lifts up the heel against him. And
the reason of that further also is -
(1.) Because of all things else, a man
cannot endure to have his love abused; you come nigh him when you do so, for
his love is himself, and commands all in him; so that abuse his love, and you
strike at his heart. It is less to abuse any excellency in a man, to reproach
and extenuate his parts, learning, &c., though these are dear to him; but
his love is his bowels. And therefore, when God hath opened his heart to a man,
and set his love upon him, and revealed it to him, and he carries himself
unworthily, it pains him at the heart. Besides,
(2.) it is against the law
of nature and of nations to seek out for a peace, and get it concluded, and
then secretly to prepare for and enter into a war: nothing more hateful, or can
exasperate two nations one against another more than this. It was the
aggravation of Absalom's sin that, being newly reconciled with his father, and
taken into favour again, after two years' discountenance, he then began to
rebel more closely.
Reason 2. - The second reason is intimated in
the word 'folly:' as if the Lord should have said, Set aside the unkindness and
wrong you do to me, yet therein you befool yourselves; you will have the worst
of it. And indeed, when God doth afterwards draw nigh to a man again, upon that
his recovery of his peace, it appears to be folly, even in that man's own
apprehension. When he hath tasted how sweet God is, then come and ask him,
What, will ye return to sin again I he will then say, Ask me if I will wound or
cut my flesh. It is impossible, thinks he, I should any more be so besotted; if
there were no other motives, he thinks it the greatest folly in the world. And
therefore God on purpose chooseth out that expression, and placeth it here in
this case, because it is indeed the greatest folly in God's sight, and is so
apprehended by ourselves, looking upon sin after peace is spoken to us. It is
folly to sin against God at any time, but especially then, and that will appear
by these particulars : -
(1.) Because, before a man had that peace he felt
the bitterness of sin, for God never speaks peace till that be felt. Now, that
is an argument even to sense never to return to it again, which a fool will be
warned by: a burnt child dreads the fire; even a child will take heed, being
taught by sense. When a man shall be in great distress, and his conscience
shall suggest to him, as Jer. iv. 18, 'Thy ways and thy doings have procured
these things to thee: this is thy wickedness,' - a speech like that when you
say to your children, when they have gotten any harm, or cold, or sickness,
This is your playing, and gadding, and going in the snow, and your eating of
fruit, &c., - so doth God speak there to them when they were in distress,
'This is your wickedness, for it is bitter, it reacheth to the heart;' it
woundeth the conscience, the wounding of which, of all else, is the greatest
misery. When once a man after this hath peace restored to him, and he comes
newly out of such a distress, ask him then how he likes turning to such a sin
again, and he will tell you it is the greatest folly in the world: ask David if
he will murder any I more after his bones have been broken and set again.
(2.) Thou wilt easily acknowledge it is folly to return to sin again if
thou considerest the terms upon which thou didst obtain thy peace. Reckon what
pains it cost thee to wash out the guilt and stain which sin had made, what
vows and resolutions thou madest, what bonds thou didst seal unto, what
promises never to return, what prayers and tears, what raps and knocks at
heaven's gates ere thou couldest get an answer, or God to speak one word, he
making as if he had not been within: why, is it not fully now to lose that in
an instant thou hast been a-getting so long, haply many years, and with so much
pains and cost? You use it as an excuse to prodigals to say things lightly come
by are lightly gone; and yet you count them and call them fools for it, as not
knowing what it is to earn a penny: how much more folly is it when a man having
before mortgaged his peace, and God restored it again after much suit, and
waiting many a term, then to come home and venture to cast all away at one
throw at dice? Such a fool art thou when thou returnest to sin. To drink that
at one draught which thou hast been setting many a year, what madness is it!
When thou hast taken much pains to wash thyself, then to wallow in the mire
again, and make thyself new work, what folly is it! Who but children and fools
will do thus? That which the church said in another case may well be alluded to
in this: Cant v. 3, 'I have washed my feet; how shall I defile them?
(3.)
Consider what it is thou dost hazard to lose by returning to folly thy peace,
(David lost it, as appears Ps. ii. 12 ; therefore, says he, 'Restore to me the
joy of thy salvation;') in losing of which thou wilt be so much a loser, that
if the sin thou choosest were able to give thee all the world, it could not
recompense thee; no, not the loss of one hour's communion with God, which in a
moment will bring thee in more sweetness than all thy sins can do to eternity.
If all the pleasures of sin were contracted, and the quintessence of them
strained into one cup, they would not afford so much as one drop of true peace
with God doth, being let fall into the heart. it is 'peace which passeth
understanding.' Few pleasures here do exceed the senses; nay, the senses are
capable of more than the things can give; but this passeth understanding.
'God's loving-kindness is better than life.' If it were propounded to thee,
thou must lose thy life next moment if thou shouldest commit'such a sin,
wouldest thou venture, if thou didst believe it? Now 'the loving-kindness of
God is better than life,' and wilt thou lose the enjoying of it, though but for
a moment?
(4.) It is folly to return again, because the pleasures of sin
will be much less to thee after thou hast had peace spoken. Take them at the
best, when they are freshest, and when thy palate was most in relish and taste
with them, when thou wert carnal, and ere thou knewest what sweetness was in
God, and they then were but poor sorry pleasures. But now they will prove far
more empty than before : they are empty vain pleasures even to him that hath
them in their flower, and in his season of sinning; and therefore all wicked
men are weary, and do inwardly complain of their condition, only they cannot
find sweetness in God, and so are fain to keep themselves to their husks; but,
alas! to thee they are far less worth than to another man, who knows not God,
and therefore thou art like to have a worse bargain of it. Another man can make
more money of a sin, and get more pleasure out of it, than thou art able to do.
For, first, thy conscience having been scorched with sin, - as scalded flesh
adheres more, and is more sensible in coming to the fire, than other parts of
the body, - is become of a quicker sense; whereas wicked men's is seared, and
so they commit 'all uncleanness with greediness;' but thine is tender and
galled in the act, which allays much of the pleasure of thy sin, and mingleth
the more bitterness with it. And, secondly, besides this galling of conscience,
which is common to thee with many an unregenerate man, thou hast a principle of
grace, an inner man, which is dead to such pleasures, that tastes them not,
that is like Barzillai, who, through age, 2 Sam. xix. 35, could not taste
either what he ate or drank, as young men do; no more can that new man in thee,
and therefore it can be but half as pleasant to thee as to another man. If one
side of a man be taken all with a numb palsy, what pleasure is it to that man
to exercise his limbs in the actions of life? He is but half a man, and lives
but half a life. So it is with thee when thou hast grace in thy heart: but half
thy heart can take pleasure in sinning; that new man, the other half,
reluctates, grieves for it, hates what thou doest; and all this must needs
strike off much of the pleasure. But, thirdly, if we add to this, that this new
man in him, having once tasted what sweetness is in God, and how good the Lord
is, is then like a man that hath eaten sweetmeats, other things are out of
taste with him, and therefore also it is folly to return. 'No man,' says
Christ, Luke v. 39, 'having drunk old wine desireth new, for he saith the old
is better;' a man used to high fare cannot agree so well with thin diet: so the
soul having been used to taste of great pleasures in God, the impression and
remembrance of them leaves his soul less satisfied than another man's. A
stomach that hath been enlarged to full diet, looks for it, and riseth more
hungry from a slender meal; now communion with God enlarges the faculties, and
widens them, and makes them more capable of greater joys than other men have,
and therefore the creature is thus able to fill them; still he remembers with
much grief; whilst he is eating his husks, what fare he had in his father's
house; and oh, 'then it was better with me than now.' Call me not Naomi, but
call me Marah, as she said, 'for I went out full, and am come home empty;' so
doth he say when he comes from the act of sinning, he went with his heart full
of peace, and meeting with a bargain of sinning, thought to eke out his joy,
and make it fuller, but he comes home empty.
Use 1. - The first use
is to those who have had peace spoken to them: Let them at such times fear
themselves and God most, for then comes in this, as you see here, as the most
seasonable admonition that can be given, to return no more to folly.
(1.)
Fear God then most; for of all times else then sins provoke him most. To come
and call him father, and the guide of your youth, and yet to fall to sin, this
is to do as evil as you can, you cannot do worse, Jer. iii. 4, 5. So Ezra ix.
13, 14, 'After such an escaping should we again break thy commandments,
wonldest thou not be angry till thou hadst consumed us?' In times of affliction
it is the property of a good child to love God most: in times of speaking
peace, to fear God most and his goodness, and to fear to offend him for his
goodness' sake. Did I only say that God is provoked most then, if you return to
folly? Nay, I add further, he is grieved, which is more than to be provoked;
and therefore you shall mark that expression and admonition not to 'grieve
God's Spirit,' then comes in when the 'Spirit hath sealed us up to the day of
redemption,' Eph. iv. 30. Then by sinning we are said more properly to grieve
him than before, when he hath so far engaged himself to love a man, and
expressed himself to him, and set his seal upon him for his. God is angry with
wicked men's sins, but he is grieved for yours. To grieve him is more than to
anger him. Mere anger is an affection can ease itself by revenge, and by coming
even again with the party; and when we can or intend to do so, our minds are
not so much aggrieved, but please themselves rather to think of the revenge
which we mean to execute: so when wicked men sin whom God means to meet with,
he is said to be angry rather than grieved; and says, 'I will ease myself of
mine adversaries,' Isa. i. 24, 'and avenge myself of mine enemies.' But here,
as when a man's wife that lies in his bosom, or his child, shall wrong him; so
is it when one sins whom God hath set himself to love, and done much for, and
made known his everlasting kindness unto, and sealed to the day of redemption.
This goes to his heart, grieves him rather than angers him; and such are the
truest and deepest griefs. What should he do with you in this case? If afflict
you, and by that means go about to turn you from your iniquity, therein he
shall but afflict himself as it were; for 'though they rebelled, yet when they
were afflicted he was afflicted,' Isa. lxiii 9, 10. As when a father that is a
magistrate, or as one that maintains a student in a college, if either
punisheth a child or pupil in his purse, he punisheth himself; so must God
afflict himself to afflict you. Put not the Lord into these straits if you have
any love in you. And -
(2.) As thou art therefore to fear God most then,
so thyself most, and to be more watchful over thy own heart; thou art then apt
to return to folly, if thou takest not heed; as when a man hath been very hot,
or sweat much, he is apt to take the greatest cold. Hezekiah, after God sealed
peace to him and answered his prayers, and renewed the lease of his life, his
heart got cold, he did return to folly. The reason is, because then the heart
is apt to grow less watchful, and to think itself fortified enough against any
tentation. As St Peter, having seen Christ transfigured in the mount, grew
confident in his own strength. And know that the devil watcheth such an
opportunity most, for he gets a great victory if he can foil thee then, after
he hath been foiled himself, and when thou art most triumphing over him. How
many battles have been lost through security of victory and recoiling of the
enemy! And besides, our corrupt nature, so far as unrenewed, is apt to gather
heart to itself; to slight sin, as thinking its pardon easily gotten.
Therefore when thou art tempted, labour often to renew those thoughts which
thou hadst of thy sin at that time when thou wert suing for peace, before thy
peace was gotten; when thou wouldest have given a world for God's favour; and
also what thoughts thou hadst of it when God spake peace, how thou didst abhor
it, yea, thyself. And look what sin was most bitter to thee and an enemy to thy
peace, - as if uncleanness, idleness, neglect of prayer, ill company, &c.,
- and preserve in thy heart those bitter apprehensions of it, and say of it,
Thou hast 'been a bloody sin to me,' (as Moses's wife said of her husband:) and
though I have got peace and my life saved, yet it was a bloody sin to Christ,
his blood was shed to purchase this my peace; and shall I return to it?
And
when tempted to it again, have recourse to the kindness God shewed thee in
pardoning, and say, 'How shall I do this, and sin against God?' say as he said,
'Is this thy kindness to thy friend? 2 Sam. xvi. 17 ; and what! shall I,
Absalom-like, now I am new reconciled to my Father, fall a-plotting treason
again? What! shall I make more work for prayer, more work for God, break my
bones again, and lie roaring again? Think thus, I was burned in the hand
before, I shall be racked surely now. 'Sin no more, lest a worse thing befall
thee.'
Use 2. - The doctrine of assurance, if not abused, and of God
speaking peace to men, is no dangerous doctrine to make men secure and
presumptuous in sinning. When peace is preached in any man's heart, this use
naturally flows from that doctrine, 'Return no more to folly.' The very scope
of the whole epistle of St John is to help all believers to assurance, as
appears by 1 John i. 4, v. 13, 'These things I write you, that ye might have
communion with God, and that your joy might be full.' But this will open a way
to all licentiousness. No, says St John, chap. ii. 1, 'These things I write
unto you, that ye sin not.' Nothing guards the heart more against tentations
than the peace of God: it is said to guard the heart, Phil. iv. 7. Yea, and if
you do sin, the assurance of God's love is the speediest way to recover you; so
it follows, 'If any one doth sin, we have an advocate with the Father,' &c.
'And he that hath this hope in him,' - that is, to live with Christ, - and
'knows what manner of love the Father bears us,' 'purifies himself as he is
pure,' 1 John iii. 1 - 3. If there were no more but self-love in a man, it were
then no wonder if he doth abuse it. For self-love, where the love of God is
wanting, is unthankful and ungrateful, willing to take all the love and
kindness which is afforded, and abuse it, and work upon it for its own
advantage. And it is true also that because we have too much of this principle
unmortifled in us, therefore a God trusteth so few with much assurance, because
they would abuse it. But where true love to God is seated, and much of it
implanted, there the love of God and the peace of God doth as kindly and
naturally enkindle and inflame and set it a-work, even as arguments suitable to
self-love do work upon and stir that principle. For grace is more for God than
for ourselves, it being the image of God's holiness, whose holiness consists in
this, to aim at himself in all; and therefore when God's free grace towards a
man is revealed, it raiseth him up to higher strains of love to God and hatred
of sin. And therefore it is observable, Ps. II. 12, that David, when he prays
for the restoring of the joy of his salvation,' he prays not simply for it, or
alone, but withal prays for a free spirit, 'Establish me with thy free spirit;'
that is, a spirit of ingenuity, which is kindly, sweetly, and freely wrought
upon, Therefore when we have a free spirit wrought in us, then that free love
that is in God towards us will work most kindly upon it, and constrain us to
love him that loved us first. 'The love of Christ constrains us,' 2 Cor. v. 14,
'because we thus judge, that if Christ died for all, then they which live
should not live unto themselves, but unto him that died for them.' St Paul
gives the reason why this love of Christ did thus constrain him, because he did
thus judge; that is, this consideration of Christ's love, he having a principle
of love in his heart to Christ, he found to be a powerful prevailing reason to
persuade him to live to Christ. Having a new judgment, he saw force and
strength in the argument. And so shall we if we thus judge; and it will have
this natural consequence as naturally to follow upon it in our hearts, as any
reason in any other kind hath, that is brought to enforce any other conclusion.
And therefore as the mind is constrained, as it were, to assent to a truth
proved by force of reason, that if you grant this, then this or that will
follow; so because we judge this reasonable by an argument drawn out of love's
topics, that if Christ died for all, who otherwise must themselves have died,
that then they should live to him; this will constrain us to love him, and live
to him.
This text and admonition here gives a just occasion to consider a
little of that so often questioned case of conscience concerning relapses of
God's children into the same sins and folly again, and whether, after peace
spoken, God's people may return again to folly. Some have held that a man after
a second repentance could not fail into the same sin again; others, if he did,
it excluded him from mercy for time to come. For the comfort of some poor
souls, whose case and tentation this may be, I will speak somewhat, though
sparingly and with caution.
1. The Scripture nowhere excludeth those from
the state of grace, or bars mercy from those that have relapsed into the same
sin, especially so long as in regard of the manner of their sinning it be but
folly, not wickedness or wilful sinning; that is, rather proceeding out of
error of understanding, and heat and impetuousness of foolish affections, than
obstinacy and malice in the will, and with 'despite of the Spirit of grace,'
Heb. x. 29. Yea -
2. In Scripture we meet with such passages and promises
as may un doubtedly uphold any soul that hath so fallen, after peace received,
into the same sin, and preserve him from apprehending himself excluded
therefore from mercy and the state of grace. As, Hosea xiv. 4, 'I will heal
their backslidings, I will love them freely.' Unless they had fallen after
repenting and former healing, it could not have been called backsliding; and
yet this he promises to heal, and withal shews the ground that.moves him to his
loving them freely. For if in anything his free love is shewn to any of his
children, and drawn out, it is in healing again such a backsliding soul after
recovery and peace given; for the falling into the same sin which hath been
repented of and healed, provokes God more than a thousand other acts of sins
formerly committed, though of the same kind. And therein also to shew his free
love, that he can pardon even the abuse of love itself, he leaves some thus to
sin after his love shed abroad in their hearts. Some he shews his free love
unto, in keeping them from sinning; others, in pardoning them, and giving them
repentance. They are but several ways of drawing it forth ; so that, if in
anything, herein his free love is shewn, for if it were not free it would never
endure itself to be abused.
And likewise the sure mercies of David are then
shewn, when God 'multiplies to pardon;' so, Isa. lv. 3, having mentioned the
promise of the 'sure mercies of David,' he promises to 'multiply to pardon,' as
it is in the original, ver. 7; which are thus joined, both because the sureness
of his covenant is therein shewn, and because we might haply multiply to sin;
and at least it supposeth the possibility of it again. God likewise runs upon
such a supposition in that expression of his to his own people, Jer. iii. 1, 2,
'They say, If a man put away his wife, and she become another man's, shall not
the land be greatly polluted? But thou hast played the harlot with many lovers;
yet return again to me, saith the Lord.' He speaks to her as to one who had
been his wife, who though she had not been put away by him, but had put away
herself, and run away, not once, but often, and that with many lovers; and
sometimes in the midst of her whoredoms, had come in and made challenge of his
former love, and pleaded his former mercy to her, and yet fallen back again,
ver. 4, 5, (where he adds, 'Wilt thou not from this time cry, My father, and
thou art the guide of my youth?' that is, I know, says God, you will come now
and cry, as heretofore you have done, and say, Oh, thou art my father and my
husband, and confidently still claim an interest in me upon my former kindness,
and yet do as evil as you can, for you cannot do worse than thus to abuse my
love,) yet, for all this, at the 12th verse, 'Return, thou backsliding Israel,
saith the Lord; for I am married to you,' ver 14. That which he doth thus to a
nation, he may do to a particular man who is his child. Again -
3. There
are not altogether examples wanting for this : -
Examp. 1. - We find
Samson, a godly man, (whom yet we would scarce have thought such, but that we
find his name in the list of those worthies, Heb. xi.,) ensnared with a
Philistine woman, against the counsel of his parents, Judg. xiv. 3, who clearly
laid open his sin to him. And he was in the event reproved for his folly, for
his wife deceived him, told his riddle to his enemies; which he in the end
perceived. And further to reprove him, in the issue she was given away to
another, ver. 16, 17, 20. From all which passages of reproof, a holy man, that
had his eyes in his head, could not but see his error. And yet again, a long
while after this, (twenty years after, Judg; xv. 20,) when certainly ere that
he had repented of this his sin, for which his parents before, and after God,
so clearly did rebuke him, he went to Gaza, Judg. xvi. 1, 'and saw a harlot,
and went in to her,' and there escaped narrowly with his life at midnight; and,
ver. 4, after that also it came to pass he fell in love with another, as bad as
any of the former, Delilah, who was his ruin. But his returning thus to folly
cost him dear, for in the end he was taken as a captive to the Philistines, his
enemies, and that through her falsehood; deprived of his strength he had spent
upon these women; had his eyes, those betraying lights, put out, that had
ensnared him; and himself made a fool of, to make his enemies sport. So as no
child of God can take any great encouragement thus to return to folly for the
future by his example; though comfort they may have therefrom in case they have
returned for the time past.
Examp. 2. - Another example may be that
of Jehoshaphat, who committed a great sin in joining with Ahab, that wicked
king that 'sold himself to work wickedness,' 2 Chron. xviii. 1 - 3; and he was
foretold what would be the success of that confederacy and journey by Micaiah,
before he went with him to battle, and after in the battle itself:, where he
hardly escaped with his life, and by an extraordinary providence at his prayer
was delivered, ver. 31, 32; and as if that were not sufficient, God sends
another prophet to him, chap. xix. 2, who with open mouth reproves him, and
discovers to him his sin, 'Shouldest thou help the ungodly, and love them that
hate the Lord? therefore is wrath upon thee from before the Lord:' which
message to so good a man doubtless was not in vain, but humbled him for that
his sin, and wrought repentance in him to avert that wrath. And yet after that
great and miraculous deliverance of him and his people, chap. xx., we find him
relapsing into the same sin, ver. 35, 'After this did Jehoshaphat join himself
with Ahaziah, king of Israel, who did very wickedly. And he joined himself with
him to make ships to go to Tarshish;' which another prophet in like manner
reproveth, and likewise God himself rebuked by the like ill success of that
league to the former: 'the ships were broken,' ver. 37.
Examp. 3. -
Peter, a man who seemed by other of his carriages bold enough, was yet three
several times surprised with base fear: once when he tempted Christ not to
hazard himself at Jerusalem, where Christ told him that he was to suffer, Matt.
xvi. 21 - 23, 'Master,' says he, 'spare thyself;' upon which speech Christ
calls him Satan, rebuketh him more sharply than at any other time, for which
surely there was a more than ordinary cause. Peter thought that if his Master
should suffer at Jerusalem, that himself and the rest should not be safe. That
speech, therefore, proceeded from fear; and therefore Christ doth immediately
thereupon call for self-denial and taking up the cross, ver. 24. And this was
immediately after peace spoken, ver. 16 - 18. Christ had never more comfortably
given testimony to Peter and his faith than there. Yet again, after this,
Christ had him up into the mount, and transfigured himself:, to hearten him
against that trial to come, which made him so confident; yet then he denied him
at his arraignment: when again Christ, immediately upon that, looked back upon
him with so sweet a look as broke his heart for this his folly; and so he
returned again, and it cost him many a tear. And Christ, after the
resurrection, owned him again more than any of the rest; bade them that first
met him, 'Go tell Peter.' He mentions him by name, and in especial: Go tell him
the first news of it. And then also he asked him, 'Peter, lovest thou me?' and
he said, 'Lord, thou knowest I love thee:' as if he had said, Though I have
played the wretch, yet I love thee. Upon this, though he grew more bold, Acts
iv. 13, yet, Gal. II 11, 12, we find him falling into the grudgings of the same
disease, which cast him into another fit: 'he dissembled, fearing them of the
circumcision.' This was a spice of the former sin, though not so gross; and
though the outward acts in these sins were diverse in their occasions, yet they
were all acts and buds of the same root of bitterness; and may as well be
called sins of the same kind as the committing differing acts of uncleanness
are reckoned falling into the same sin.
4. In the fourth place, if the
Scriptures had been utterly silent in examples, yet reason, consonant to other
principles, and grounds of divinity, and of the Scriptures, might persuade the
same.
Reason 1. - If he may, after the most serious and thorough
repentance, fall again into as grievous a sin of another kind, and return; why
not into the same again? I confess there is some disparity, which might make
him more averse, and set him in some more remoteness from the same sin he hath
particularly repented of than another; which shall be considered in its place.
Yet the difference cannot be supposed such as should make the one possible, and
not the other; all true repentance working the heart to an abominating every
sin, as well as any: and therefore, if it were true, it was for that particular
sin, as sin; and then it would work the like against all and every sin,
according to the measure of the sinfulness. And though it may and doth work a
more keen and special hatred against that particular sin a man hath been most
stung with, yet still this is but so far as this aggravation (to fall into the
same sin again) may cause such a relapse to be more sinful than another sin.
And so far, and upon that ground, he is and may be more set and strengthened
against it than against another sin. But then, if the supposition fall upon
another gross sin, never before committed, the sole and single act of which
other circumstances make as heinous even as this reiterated act of a sin
formerly committed can be, then the one is equally as possible as the other.
But, however, yet still the difference is but in degrees, - namely, in that the
heart is elongated a degree or so further from that sin formeriy committed than
any other, - which will not therefore so vary the case that it should be made
impossible to fall into the one, and not into the other.
Reason 2. -
If he may fall into some gross sin, which at first conversion he did above all
other humble himself for, and yet that same initial repentance did not put him
into such an impossibility of falling into that sin again; why then should a
renewed act of repentance for the same, or for some other reiterated sin, be
supposed to have such virtue in it as to make him shot-free for ever from the
same fiery dart again?
Reason 3. - Again, thirdly, let it be
considered from whence it should be that a renewed, or indeed any act of true
repentance, though never so great and intense, should have such a transcendent,
eternal, and invincible virtue in it, and privilege annexed to it; for how is
it that repentance doth strengthen us against sin, but by restoring the decayed
frame of grace to a better constitution and greater degree of strength than
before, and by raising it above a man's lusts, and above that lust more than
all other? As in David, when he prayed, 'Create in me a clean heart,' which,
through his sin of uncleanness, was in an especial manner defiled with a
proneness to that sin. But yet withal remember, that that new frame of heart
and strength gotten by that renewed repentance, and that augmentation and
increase of hatred against, and abominating that sin wrought by it, is all but
a creature, - as grace and every new degree of grace is, - and therefore, for
preserving us, hath in itself but the power and force of a created habit, which
may be prevailed against by the sin that is in us; and can no more, nay, much
less, put us into a state of confirmation against any particular sin, than the
grace of the angels could of itself confirm them in a state against all sin.
And as for the impression of that bitterness which, in our repentance for that
sin fallen into, was made upon our hearts, that also can be supposed to have
but the like force upon our spirits that the impression of joy tinspeakable and
glorious hath upon the heart in those heavenly raptures which believers
sometimes enjoy. Yea, and the latter of those will easily be supposed to be of
the greater efficacy of the two, and both but creatures. Now those ravishing
joys are not yet such immortal and everlastingly quickening cordials, that put
such spirits into a man as to preserve him from swounds and faintings of spirit
for ever; and though, whilst they abide and are present to the heart, they do
then raise it above all things here below, yet when a man hath been a while off
from that mount, and hath conversed a while with things here again below, then
that lustre wears away, as the glory that shined in Moses's face did, and after
a while the sense and present taste of those joys wears out; and when that is
gone, the bare remembrance of them which is left hath not, in their absence,
such an infallible, tbough a great efficacy to preserve his mind in an
everlasting disrelishing former delights, but that he may and often doth fall
in love again too much with them; although indeed whilst the present sense of
them did abide upon the heart, it abstracted the mind from all things here
below. And hence a man is apt to 'fall from his first love,' Rev. ii., and from
that high esteem of spiritual things; as the Galatians, chap. iv. 15, 'Where is
the blessedness you spake of?' says St Paul to them. Therefore answerably the
remembrance of the bitterness of any sin felt in our deepest humiliations is
much less able to preserve a man, nor is the impression and dint made so
lasting, nor the scars and wounds of conscience continuing for ever so fresh,
as everlastingly to preserve and deter us from falling into the same sin again.
For both are but creatures, and at best but arguments drawn from sense and
experience within ourselves, and have but a human created power which is not
always efficacious; especially seeing God hath ordained us to 'live by faith
more than by sense,' for faith is appointed by God to be our more constant
keeper, 1 Peter i. 5, 'We are kept through faith unto salvation,' and by it
more surely and more constantly than by impressions of joy or sorrow which are
made to sense: and yet we are not kept by it of itself, but by the power of
God. So then we are kept by the power of God as the principal supporter and
guardian, through faith as the instrumental, and by it rather than by sense or
any other grace of sorrow or repentance, because faith carries the heart out of
itself, and commits itself wholly into the hands of God as a faithful Creator,
(who is the strength of Israel, to keep a man from every evil work,) as not
being able to secure itself against any sin through the power of any
fortification or strength that any other grace or degree of grace hath built,
no, not for one moment; and therefore is as dependent upon God after a fall,
and a renewed repentance out of it, yea, and more than before he fell; and his
own woeful experience hath reason to make him so.
The like instance to
illustrate the truth of this we may draw from the assurance of faith itself.
For even the assurance of faith itself, - which is an act properly belonging to
that grace, called therefore the assurance of faith, Heb. x. 22, - which doth
strengthen us as much against doubting, when it is joined with joy unspeakable
and glorious, as repentance can do against any other sin ; and whilst it is
upon us, in the strength of it a believer is apt to think himself armed and
strengthened, and so established as that he shall liever question God's love
any more, or the pardon of his sins; and yet, experience shews it, that the
guilt of sin prevails sometimes again after this, and the same doubts arise and
prevail as much as ever. Neither will the remembrance of the former assurance
be always of force enough to resist them; for he may come to question that
assurance itself also, and so forget that he was purged from his old sins. And
if the guilt of sin prevail in the conscience again, against such a renewed aud
settled act of faith, why may not the power of a lust prevail in the members
after a renewed act of repent ance?
Reason 4. - If it be said that a
renewed act of thorongh repentance doth keep a man, not by any peculiar virtue
in itself alone, but by the power of God concurrent with it; then I demand to
see the promise wherein God hath infallibly obliged and engaged his power, upon
such a renewed act of repentance, to preserve from failing into that sin of all
other for ever, without which no man in faith can affirm it, and without which
there is an it may be, and a supposition of such a possibility as sometime
falleth out and is reduced to existence. God indeed hath said, that if we fall
he will put under his hand to break that fall, that it shall not ruin us; but
not so to keep us in his hands as we shall be out of danger of falling again. A
renewed act of repentance is indeed an ordinance sanctified to preserve a man;
yet but in the same manner that other ordinances are, as prayer, and the word
preached, and admonition, with which God doth not always so infallibly
co-operate as efficaciously to work always that which they serve to.
5. If
there were not such a possibility as might and doth sometimes fail out, then
every regenerate man, after such a renewed act of repentance, might secure
himself against the committing that gross act again for ever; but so he can
never do against any particular act of sin but that sin against the Holy Ghost.
St Paul therefore exhorts, when a brother is fallen into a sin, to 'restore
such a one with the spirit of meekness,' upon this consideration, 'considering
thyself, lest thou also be tempted;' and he lays the exhortation upon those who
are most spiritual: 'Ye that are spiritual, restore such a one, considering
thyself, lest thou also be tempted,' Gal. vi. 1; 50 as he speaks of such as
have their hearts raised up to the best frame, through the most deep and
serious repentance. And now we will suppose one that hath formerly fallen
himself into the same sin which another is fallen into, but not yet restored,
but himself is returned by repentance out of it; for, indeed, such a spiritual
man is of all other like to be the meekest bone-setter of a man fallen; and
even such doth St Paul exhort to consider that themselves may for the time to
come be also or in like manner tempted, - that is fall as this man fell, - and
therefore so be tempted as to fall into the same sin again that he was fallen
into. And if any man could be secure from the like fall again, he had been out
of the reach of this exhortation to this duty upon that ground mentioned, as
not capable of it. But the Holy Ghost hath elsewhere, 1 Cor. x. 13, told us,
that there is no tentation which is common to man but is incident to befall any
man at any time; and therefore, ver. 12, exhorts 'him that standeth' to 'take
heed lest he fall' Indeed, that temptation which is common to devils with men,
the sin of final despair, and against the Holy Ghost, a regenerate man may,
through the grace of Christ, secure himself against; but all such sins as are
common to man, from these or any of them, no man, in any state, can, without an
extraordinary revelation, secure himself from the commission of.
Only I add
these cautions concerning this case
Caution 1. - There are two sorts
of corruptions. First, more gross corruptions, which St Peter calls 'the
defilements of the worid,' 2 Pet. ii. 20; they being the common mire or kennel
wherein the unclean swine of this world wallow, and which the Apostle calls
such 'works of the flesh as are manifest,' Gal. v. 19, even to the light of
nature; such as are adultery, fornication, drunkenness, tIre.; and by those two
expressions do they distinguish them from a sort of more spiritual and refined
lusts.
For, secondly, there are corruptions more spiritual, as pride,
secret love of the world. Now, for those gross corruptions which are contrary
even to common honesty, and, to use Job's phrase, 'are punished by the judges,'
chap. xxxi. 11, which profane men wallow in, a godly man hath more strength
against them, so as it is not so ordinary for him to be entangled again and
again with these. For where but moral principles are, these are abstained from,
as we see in the Pharisee, - I am no adulterer, &e., - tberefore, where
grace is, much more. And some sins are more opposite to the spirit of holiness,
and less compatible with grace, as uncleanness, of which St Paul says, 'God
hath not called us to uncleanness, but to holiness,' 1 Thess. iv. 7 it is in an
especial manner there opposed to holiness; and such as these are 'works of the
flesh, which are manifest,' even to nature, to civil men; and therefore, when
they are often fallen into, they do manifest that the heart is but flesh. And
although the limits, how seldom or how often, cannot be set concerning relapses
into these or any sins, yet, in an ordinary course, it may be said that few
godly men fall into such sins again and again. God keeps them from such in an
ordinary providence, that scandals should not arise; they being sins which all
the world takes notice of. But those other sins of rash anger, and love of the
world, and spiritual pride, these being less manifest, and sitting more close
to our spirits, godly men are more subject unto.
Caution 2. - Yet,
secondly, we most again distinguish
(1.) There are the inward lustings to
those outward acts now, though grace weakeneth the very lustings within, yet
takes them not wholly away: 'The spirit that is in us,' - that is, in us
saints, - says St James, 'lusteth to envy;' and as to envy, so to all other
sins. And -
(2.) Secondly, there are the outward gross acts of such sins;
and therein the weakness of sin in a regenerate man and strength of grace shews
itself most in preserving from them. For, as 'to will is present with me,' says
St Paul, 'to will what is good, yet how to perform it I am not able,' Rom. vii.
18 : so, on the contrary, to lust the heart may be ready, and lust may soon
rise up in rebellion, but when it should come to the act there is a weakness
discovered; they come to the birth, and want strength often to bring forth; the
contrary lusting and prevailing of grace being then seen and discovering
itself. That it fareth with a regenerate man in this case often as with a man
that is deadly wounded, who riseth up to strike his enemy, and thinks to run
him through, hot sinks down again, when his sword is at his enemy's breast,
through a deficiency of spirits. Or as a man in a palsy, or the gout, who
thinks he is able to walk till he comes to try, and then he finds a weakness
which makes him fall back again. Thus, even when the whole forces of lusts are
mustered up, yet the weapons fall out of their hands. Humours, in a healthful
constitution, may stir in the stomach, when yet they come not up, nor prevail
unto vomiting. In that place afore named, Gal. v., the Apostle seems not to
deny but that in the most regenerate lustings may arise ; for 'the flesh,' says
be, 'lusteth against the spirit,' ver. 17; but yet, as for outward acts, he
tells them, ver. 16, 'that if ye walk in the spirit,' - that is, in the
prevalency of the spirit, keeping up a holy frame of heart above the flesh, -
that then 'ye shall not fulfil the lusts of the flesh:' for that frame of heart
so kept up will hinder the outward fulfilling of the lust, which is never done
till flesh and corruption is actually raised above the spirit, and gets more
voices to carry it; till the spirit be under-hatches and the flesh above, and
so steers the helm. Otherwise the lusting of the spirit against the flesh will
hinder the ontward doing and fulfilling of a lust. For the reason he gives,
ver. 17, 'so as you cannot do what you would; implies, that not only lustings,
which arise without consent, may be in such a man, but further, much of the
will may be won to consent to them, to like them; when yet there is not
strength enough to carry it on to the outward act, 'you cannot do what you
would.' And what those works of the flesh are, which are manifest works of the
flesh, and which Christians, whilst they walk in the spirit, fulfil not, he
mentions and reckons up in the following words. And this is the more ordinary
frame of a Christian's heart; for, ver. 24, says he, 'They that are Christ's
have crucified the affections and lusts,' that is, so far as not to fulfil
them.
Caution 3. - He may more easily fall into a gross sin of
another kind than into the same after special repentance for it, and peace
spoken in the pardon of it. Because true repentance especially fortifies the
heart against that sin which a man hath most repented him of; and sincerity
lies more in watching over that sin than any other; so, says David, Ps. xviii.,
'I was upright, and kept myself from mine iniquity,' that especial sin which
was eminently his sin. A man's arm that hath been broke will, if well set,
rather break in some other place than where it was broke at first. Hence
sometimes it falls out that that which was a godly man's bosom-sin before
conversion continues not to be so after; but another steps up in the room of
it, by reason that he then endeavoureth to wash out that great stain most, and
spendeth the most of the fuller's soap to purge himself from it, and so becomes
ever after most watchful over it, and sets in this, his weakest place, the
strongest garrison, and a watch, to prevent the enemy. And as an act of some
presumptuous sin, though it inclines the heart more to all sin than before, yet
especially to commit that kind of sin again rather than any other; so, on the
contrary, is it in a sound and solemn repentance for some especial sin, and in
the endeavouring to mortify some especial member of the body of sin, (to
mortify which, not only in the bulk and general, but also particularly and
apart in the several members of it, the Holy Ghost exhorts, Col. iii. 5,)
though thereby the whole habit of the body of sin is purged and weakened, yet
that particular sin which we aim especially to have mortified, is, through
God's blessing, more subdued than any other. We see idolatry was the sin which
the people of Israel relapsed into again and again; yet when they were once
thoroughly humbled by the captivity for it, they never returned to it, of all
sins else, not to this day: so as it may be said, as was foretold haply in
another case, Ezek. xvi. 43, 'Thou shalt not commit this lewdness, of all thy
abominations.' Jonah, though he would haply never run away from God again after
his jail delivery out of the whale's belly, yet, immediately after peace spoken
to his heart, he falls into a sin of another kind, into a passion of extreme
anger and peevishness, and quarrelling against God. And the reason of this
especial tenderness to fall into the same sin is, because the conscience looks
upon a relapse into that sin to be more heinous than into any other sin of
another hind, because of that aggravation of it which thereby would stain and
dye it; and although a sin of another kind shews the variety of corruption
more, yet this is more against the power and work of repentance itself, which
was particularly exercised about that sin; and also breaks and dissolveth all
bands of a man's vows, covenants, prayers, etc., made against it in particular,
and so is made more grievous. And this we may see in Ezra's humbling himself
for that great sin of the people, in joining themselves in marriage with the
people of the land, when he did set himself to humble himself for them,
together with those 'that feared God,' chap. ix. 4. What a hideous apprehension
of the heinousness of that sin, if they should again fall into it, did that
day's repentance raise his heart up unto? as appears, ver. 14, 'Should we again
break thy commandments, and join in affinity with them, wouldest thou not
destroy us till thou hadst consumed us, and till there was no escaping?' Into
which sin yet the people did again fall, after they had repented of it with a
solemn confession and promise of amendment, which is recorded chap. x. 11, 12,
tIre.; yet they returned to it again the second time, as we find in Malachi,
who lived the last of the prophets, and after this prayer of Ezra. For, chap.
ii. 11, the prophet says, 'An abomination is committed in. Jerusalem, for Judah
hath married the daughter of a strange god;' and then follows the aggravation,
ver. 13, 'This ye have done again,'- that is, the second time, and in that
respect are challenged to deal treacherously, and that also in respect they had
repented of it the first time, - 'covering the altar with tears, with weeping,
and with crying out,' as Malachi there speaks, so as 'God regardeth not your
offerings any more.' And therefore, also, Ps. lxxviii. 40, 'How oft did they,'
saith he, as aggravating their sins, by murmuring 'provoke the Lord?' and, Num.
xiv. 22, God reckons up and mentions the times of their sinning, how often they
had thus sinned, as an aggravation of them; 'they have tempted me these teim
times.'
Caution 4. - He may fall into the same sin again and again,
until he hath recovered himself and his peace fully by a thorough repentance,
but yet seldom after. Lot committed incest two nights together; but the orifice
of his lust was not yet stopped by repentance, the wound was not closed, and so
bled again afresh; but when it is healed once, and the heart made perfect with
God, and divorced from that sin, and entered into communion with God again,
then though it may fall out, yet a man more hardly returns. A woman that is
gone from her husband may play the whore a long while with him she ran away
withal, till her husband fetches her again : but to run often away, after
receiving again, is intolerable. That is not so ordinary in God's child.
Caution 5. - Though we can hardly set limits to say when, or when
not, this shall fall out from the degrees of men's repentings, - as that if
they have such or such a degree of repentance, then they fall no more, - yet we
may further consider a difference of their returnings to God and repentings,
and of God's speaking peace
(1.) Of their repentings. Some are more
imperfect, and but, as it were, thawings of the mind a little, by means of a
little sunshine of God's love: some are more thorough and deep, that recover a
man, and put him into a sound and healthful estate. As, for example, a man in
an ague hath well days, yet his fits return, and it may be they leave him for a
month or so, and yet they take him again, as at spring and autumn; which is
because all this while his body is not thoroughly recovered to a state of
health: so is it with a man's heart, in respect of his lusts; though he may
have many well days, wherein he may eat his meat, and receive sweetness in the
word and ordinances, yet at times his distempers and aguish fits return, he
being aguish still. But in the end, after the peace of God hath more thoroughly
established his heart, he attains to some settled, constant victory over it;
and when it doth not prevail to victory, such aguish fits end usually in
consumptions, in which long agues often end. As in temporaries, in whom, sin
overcoming God's striving with them, it eats all good beginnings out; but if
they belong to God, then usually that aguish distemper is, in the end, by a
more thorough repentance, so healed as that they attain to more victory and
security against it than any other sin: that as in those other kind of
tentations, it often falls out that that which a man doubted of most, comes in
the end to be most assured of, and to doubt no more; so also here a man becomes
most freed from that sin he was long exercised with of all others. So also -
(2.) For God's dealings with his, there is much difference therein to be
found. There are some kinds of speaking peace by God, and meltings of the heart
of his people, which yet are not of that force as to overcome, but wherein God
doth but, as it were, strive with them; which strivings do ever and anon work
their hearts to a repentance, and that true and serious; which yet is not so
deep and thorough, nor so healing the heart at the bottom, as it should. For
God sometimes useth more imperfect kind of strivings, even with his own
children, about some particular sin they are to leave, which do not so fully at
first prevail and overcome in them; which God doth, to let them see the running
issue of their natures, how grace would run out at it, (as the Apostle speaks,
Heb. ii. 1,) and overcome grace in them, if he should let it alone : and so
lets out upon his child, after many years, some lust which had been long down,
which puts him to it exceedingly, so that he is in hazard to be undone, and is
put into fears of it; and yet God visiteth his spirit by fits, and, per
intervalla, at times strives with him. And though he falls, yet he puts
under his hand, and gives him well days, and some comfortable visitations; yet
such as are not deep enongh to work him fully off from it. For as God strives
with wicked men, so he sometimes strives with his own also; which may seem to
be the true meaning of that speech, Gen. vi., where, having mentioned the sin
of his own children, ver. 2, that 'the sons of God took to them wives of that
wicked seed of Cain,' he says, 'My Spirit shall not always strive with man, for
that he also is but flesh.' He means not this of all mankind, for he says, he
also is but flesh. Now, with what other creatures doth he join them in this
comparison but with others of the sons of men? So as the meaning is, I see my
children, that they also are corrupt and degenerate, as well as the rest of
mankind, and my Spirit hath striven with them. In which striving God lets them
see how, if he did not in the end shew forth his free love to the full, in the
rescuing of them and healing their backsliding, they would be undone. So as, in
the end, through his grace, which is sufficient, they obtain the greatest
conquest over that lust of any other; when the heart is once thoroughly
awakened, and settled in a thorough peace. And as those doubts they were most
troubled with once - which though they had at times some light against yet by
fits did still arise - are yet in the end so overcome as they arise no more,
but they enjoy the greatest freedom from them; so is it often herein. And these
strivings to not overcoming I resemble to the thawings of the ice in a great
frost, as when in the daytime the sun shines, and in the sunshine it thaweth a
little, but yet so as at night, or in the shade, it freezeth; when sometimes
also the weather begins to change for a night, and yet fulls a-freezing again:
so here there is not such a thorough shedding abroad the love of God in the
heart as should make a thorough general thaw, to the purpose, as we say; and
so, when the heat of that is withdrawn, it freezeth again; but in the end there
comes a more thorough and general thaw and change, that carries all away, melts
the heart, and so alters the temper and constitution of the weather, as I may
so speak, as it freezeth no more.
And such a thawing of his heart had David
when Nathan came to him, and not before; though it may be he had those lesser
relentings often before. But let those that are in such a case take heed they
be not hardened through the deceitfulness of sin; and of all the times that
pass over you in your lives, these are the most climacterial and critical, and
most dangerous. For God will not always strive, but if thou beest his child, if
such thawings will not do it, he will use some great afflictions, in the end to
divorce the heart and thy sin; his love will one way or other overcome thee,
and in the end prevail. As when Israel went on stubbornly in the way of his
heart, says God, 'I have seen his ways, and will heal him and guide him,' Isa.
lvii. 18; and the Lord may so heal thee as those lusts, of all other, shall not
in that gross manner break forth any more. And in those times when God dealeth
thus with him, a man will after say, that in such passages of his life he had
more free love spent on him than in all his lifetime, before or after; and when
he is freed and healed, he will be more thankful and fearfnl than ever before,
or than otherwise he would have been, and so get ground by his stumblings.
If any of you, being now in such a conflict as this, in such a vicissitude
and chance of war, if yet thou findest a constant fight against thy sin, and
that those breakings and meltings of thy heart by God do win ground of it, and
that the comforts and hope which at times are vouchsafed do strengthen 'and
stablish thy heart in well-doing,' as 2 Thess. ii. 17, and make thee more
fearful every time thou risest than ever, so as to look upon another fit, if it
should come, (which, knowing the deceitfulness of the heart, thou fearest,) as
the fit of some great sickness, lest it should return again; esteeming it as
the greatest cross that can befall thee, which thou wouldest buy off with thy
blood; and bleedest most of all to think that thou hast so unconstant a heart,
which as it hath abused God's love formerly, so thou fearest will do so again ;
- if thus thou go on to fight it out, the love of God will in the end overcome
in thee. But if thou findest that those encouragements from God do, through thy
corruption, (which turns God's grace into wantonness,) nourish thy lusts, and
make thee less fearful against the next time, and thy heart harder and secure,
and to slight sin more, because thou hast been so oft visited from on high, and
pardoned; thy ease is dangerous, and may prove desperate.
Caution 6.
- Though he may return, yet not presently: Luke v. 39, 'He that hath tasted old
wine, doth not straightway drink and desire new ' - not whilst the love of God,
and the taste and relish of it, is fresh in his mouth. When the impression is
worn out indeed, and begins to be forgotten, then haply he may return.
Use. - To conclude with the use of this point: If it be folly to run
into the same sin, though we repent of it afterwards, then what folly is it in
them that utterly fall away, and after they have been enlightened, and tasted
of the good word of God, then fall again to the pleasures of sin, and never
repent of them? as many do that come and try a little what is in religion and
the ways of God, and then return again to their vomits, and never return to
piety again. 'Foolish souls, who hath bewitched you? Are ye so foolish that,
having begun in the Spirit, ye end in the flesh?' as Gal. iii. 3. Folly indeed,
to spend the harvest of your time in seeking God, and then to leave him when
you are about to take leave of the pleasures of sin! Alas, poor souls! whither
will ye go? Do you ever think to have such a God again? 'Thou hast the words of
eternal life,' said the disciples to Christ; and as Saul said to his servants,
to keep them from falling away unto David, 'Can the son of Jesse give you
vineyards, and make you captains of thousands?' 1 Sam. xxii. 7 : so, Can the
world give you that peace that I can give you? (may Christ say to you :) yea,
and heaven besides hereafter? Is the devil, with all the wages of sin you post
after, able to make you amends? You thereby dishonour God in returning to sin,
and bring an evil report upon the good land, and discredit your master in
changing your service; but withal you befool yourselves most, 'you return to
folly.' For even that which you think to gain the world's good word and opinion
by, even that you lose; for though they make a spoil of you, and triumph in
such, and glory in their flesh a while, yet they never inwardly think well of
such a one, nor truly love him. A backslider is like lukewarm water, having
been once heated, which good men spue out, and evil men regard not; for what
use can, indeed, be made of it? 'Like salt that hath lost its savour, it is
good for nothing but the dunghill.' Like one that hath been married, but lives
divorced, she is undone for her marriage ever after. Such is the condition of
those that fall away. You who have but turned unto folly, and are not grown to
a despising and despiting God's ways, 'Return, 0 Shulamite. return.' And you
that have peace and communion with God, take heed you do not lose him; you will
never have such a God again.
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